Monday, September 29, 2008
i jus dun give a something about anything

ok, well....
hari raya is in 2 days.



but i jus dun give a crap bout it.


theres no festive mood.
and im not reali looking 4ward to it.
i wish fasting month would never stop.
coz im still scared



yes im still scared.
i feel like im constantly being watched.
and sometimes work gets to me when its dark.
the sound effects jus makes me go delirious.
im scared
im scared
its reali getting worse everytime.

and my mind's failing me.
nightmares are so frequent these days
that im afraid of sleeping.






oh my god i've never felt this scared before.


wat the hell is wrong with u Tom??????


wat exactly are you scared of?





i thought i got used to this.
this is gonna be the 3rd week that i slept at 4am each day.
revert back my lifestyle pls.
i need it back now.


oh patrick dun fail me now.




im aready starting to get paranoid over charcoal.
ohmygod wats next.


oh no no no no no no
dun hallucinate now.
oh no
oh no
oh no

not now not now.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:40 AM