i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

18
Dip in Events & Project Management (SP)

iContemporary
iContradict.
iFun
iLOVE.
iWild
iInspired
iWacky
iWrite
iThink(too much)
iLongWalks
iInsecure
iMusic
iArts
iIsolate
iVeryFriendly
iSelfMotivate


who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Thursday, October 29, 2009
near rapid attempts of poetic run ins

so submissive
so undying.

unilateral


my life is second best.


♥/LiterallyTom/11:03 PM



Monday, October 26, 2009

"then they saw that the scalpel wasnt rusty! of coz lah, they hv good high grade stainless steel for their equipments. wont rust one. BUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT. I DUN WANT TO HV ANY KNIFE INSIDE MY STOMACH." -Mr Ong.



lol mr ong so damn fun. (and funny)




ok chilling out with Yon and JJ today was funny.
and playing guitar hero with JJ Syamil and Zara was funny.


today was fun. (and funny)







anw,
it looks like im actuali caught in the middle of feuds.
omg gosh i feel terrible.

Im actuali an asshole,
not having any backbone in these situations.
and im shielding myself by clinging to one side after the other.

im crafty and ive been backbiting my own dear friends.

argh.

argh i shdnt blame myself though.
Im jus trying to keep my friends.





friends shdnt criticise friends.
and they shdnt drag others into the feud.
but i guess if i wanna keep all my friends,

i gotta play the game.


♥/LiterallyTom/11:24 PM



how come?

why do i sigh and try to forget when i can wait?
but why wait in the first place?


why do I feel a one-sided effect in every effort?
though how is it one-sided?



why do i turn when you reel in?
and with no sweat at that.


why do i notice.
why do i care?



because i do.


♥/LiterallyTom/12:00 AM



Sunday, October 25, 2009
huh? like HUH? wat? coco?



Laugh.
go on, laugh.
I knw u want too.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

its failure/funny.
cuts from failed Sticky Stickly cover.








anw,
met Jimmy today.
At PS.
yes, coincidentally, at PLAZA SINGAPURA.
or said by the emcee guy, plaza singapore. (with the singapore accent)



and like wooosh,
lee minho was there today.
and the pic u see up there, is the fangirls moshpit.

its scary.
scarier than rock concerts even.
coz theres aunties, heartland mats and bengs inculded.
and I was actuali caught in the moshpit too.
hhahahahhah. wanted to try.
and never will I get in the middle of Korean fanatics again.
its crazy.


i swear i was laughing at everyone there,
aunties who were shoving aggressively,
I actuali got amused by them.
so i said to the aunties,


"Theres no way out. The only way to get out, is to wait till 5pm!"
hahahahahahahahha. the fangirls were like laughing
and the aunties were like....... WTF!

bengs shouting "shui cai zheli ar?!?!?!" "wo ahkong ar!!!!!"
(i tell you, the fangirls were glaring at them with their crazy eye stares.)

1 diehard fangirl = wow crazy
100000000 x99 diehard fangirls = omg get me out of here.
you can imagine how paiseh the bengs were,
when they were IN THE MIDDLE of the diehard fangirls moshpit omg.


well too bad anw coz I didnt get to see LEE MINHO.
aishhhh!



"Tom, are you ready for anything?"
"errrr..... yea....?"
"how about...... HEADLOCK!!"
"........."
"AWKWARD!"

jimmy and I will always come up with crazy shits.




ANWWWW,
sch as been..... quite good actuali.
the same old same olds though.
but yearbook is killing me.

oh my oh my.


♥/LiterallyTom/12:00 AM



Saturday, October 17, 2009

Wink is soooooooooo cute.




I think they are cuter than snsd.
though im pretty sure that wink
is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy
freakin older than snsd girls.




and they sing trot!
yay trot!
i like trot.






Thats it.
Im officially over with SNSD.



but nicole is still the best.







HURRAY.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:04 AM



Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Don't laugh at my baby!

Photooooshhooottt!






Ok, Roosevelt!

hahahahahaha


come on,
gig gig gig gig gig gig gig gig gig gig gig gig
lets gooooo.


♥/LiterallyTom/8:16 PM



Indiaphilipines?


♥/LiterallyTom/2:09 AM



Monday, October 12, 2009
like ends of the martian soil, solid solid ground is my gaseous gaseous state.

I am so tired,
I can eat while dreaming of sleeping.



I thought was so tired,
I intend to wake up at 3pm.
But I woke up at 1pm.









Will blog later.
now its time for yearbook.
shit oh crap.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:51 PM



Wednesday, October 7, 2009
saranghae geudaerul saranghae

too bad I cant say that to anyone yet.





coz im not cheap with words.
nor love =D





hahahahahhahahahah
funny how
nice guys get left in shelves
while the 'wild' ones get.... it.

and u shd actuali knw or atleast recognise wat im trying to get to.
no no no im not referring to sex ok.


i mean dates and stuff like that.
hahahhahaha.
yes, I knw,
Typical Tom.


while some get "offers" and some re-living the dramas of relationship,
im jus wishing there are 'people' that I can spend time with.
no, nt the ones with dicks.




like how seif's 'yeayea' is over at australia
and seif is probabli missin

like how sukri's 'yeayea' (hahahaha i find yeayea funny) gets a ride home aftr work.
and sukri probabli living a nice relationship life

like how john's 'yeayea' is dating an awesome photographer which she could reali be proud of
and john probabli having time of his life doing wat he loves with the one he loves.


and by awesome photographer, i mean John.


all the dramas of relationships.
oh how i miss being locked in a progressive relationship.


well atleast im still younger than them rite?
WRONG.

age is jus a number.
cliche.


괜찮아요 Tom.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:41 AM



Tuesday, October 6, 2009
sad.

dissapointed.
but keeping hopes up.

we will not fade.
will not fade.


♥/LiterallyTom/3:22 AM



Monday, October 5, 2009
my bear?

I watched this like....
4months ago and im still watching it.

bcoz nicole is cute.
no no, not depm03 that nicole.
she is nice tho.

think KARA nicole k??







and i think dominic shd watch this. =D
hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahah
i cant stop laughing watching it.




jamming in 16hrs.

Tom shd sleep.
now.


♥/LiterallyTom/4:45 AM



Saturday, October 3, 2009
whammy goes the charm.

now now,
how awesome.

at last, went raya with the sec schmates guys.
jus dicks.

it was actuali awesomeeee.
supposed to meet at haizi's hse at 3pm. but end up with super long delays.
eeeeeyer.

annnnnndddd well, it was weird.
and reali, i kinda felt blended in (well!) with them.
yay mat.
anw, it was the same as any other raya outingssss.



jus that we became more mat than i expected.
hahahahhhhaha.
we actuali 'LEPAK ONE CORNER'.
making things more Mat-ish,

we LEPAK-ed at the playground.
hahahahahaha.


oh wait shit.
i forgot to mention smth.









Tashriq's eerrrrr i forgot how she is related to him.
I think cousin.

BUT OMG SHE IS THE CUTEST HUMAN BEING I HV EVER SET MY EYES ON.
SO CUTE
SO CUTE
SO CUTE
SO CUTE
SO CUTE
SO CUTE
SO CUTE
SO CUTE
SO CUTE
SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she looks different in the pic.
but she looks SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE in real person!!!!!!

hahahahahaha ok stoppit Tom.

she looks chinese actuali.
but she's malay.
her name's Evalina I think.

kinda reminds me of EVA!
from Chit Chat of Beautiful Ladies.
hahahahaha


anw, I was with Nawawi, Haizi, Hairizi, Qush, Tash, Sharizal, Faiz!
dicks yea i knw.


ok back to where I was,
we LEPAK-ed at the playground.
and wow it was actuali worthwhile (atleast to us)

coz u knw wattttt??

I spotted a couple making love at a staircase from across the playground.
yea, marvel at my awesome eyesight.






hahahahahah i knw it difficult to spott.
its the weird object at the staircase in the middle.
so the group decided to investigate.

and seriously, Nawawi was overexcited lahhhh.

so tash, haizi & faiz stayed at the playground and kept looking.
Nasir (who jus reached), qush, hairizi, sharizal went to the same stairs to hv a good look.

and lastly, me and nawawi went up the block across it.

and reali, we were super excited that we came out from the 10th floor
and actuali silently ran to the 4th.
yea, silently ran.

so nawawi and I got the best view out of any of them.
hahahahaha.
i mean, it was reali a good view.
hahahahahah ;p

ok actuali, their heads were cut off.
but their bodies can be seen soooo clearly.
yea they were groping ALOT.

i think the girl was squeezing the guy's balls or smth.

hahahahaha ok wtf Tom.


but too bad coz before I could take a better pic of them,
I think the horny couple realised that they were cornered by

crazy nosey kids (us =D)

and they quickly vanished.
therefore, I was left with that sucky pic at the top.







ok i shd grow up.


♥/LiterallyTom/2:23 AM



Friday, October 2, 2009
Jimmy said....

Guys getting girls is like.....

being born with casino chips.


imagine.....
if ur born with $10 000 chips
VERSUS
if ur born with $100 chips




if u hv more chips,
its easier to divide and 'try' more.
if u hv less chips,
naturally, its better to think twice and play something that u are confident of winning.




bearing that in mind as an analogy,
subsitude chips with good looks or ur own qualities.

easier for ya to get the girls when ur super good-looking
against
when ur less than good looking. (or maybe jus the common good looking guys)


Well,
we do realise that singapore has good looking/pretty girls.
BUT
we also realise that these girls are the COMMON good looking girls
WHICH MEANS
Singapore lacks of the IT (nt infotech) girls.


I mean, how many times do u actuali walk
around Singapore and say "SHE"S IT!".


errr wait.
but what do I care anw.
Its not like I'm that good looking (or good looking at all in the first place)





oh Tom,
save ur sorrow pls.

business etiquettes, oh my they are scary.


♥/LiterallyTom/3:20 AM