i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

18
Dip in Events & Project Management (SP)

iContemporary
iContradict.
iFun
iLOVE.
iWild
iInspired
iWacky
iWrite
iThink(too much)
iLongWalks
iInsecure
iMusic
iArts
iIsolate
iVeryFriendly
iSelfMotivate


who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Sunday, September 27, 2009
We have Issues. and Tissues!

And when we cometh,
the oranges will greet us in depleting atmospheres






it was jamming ytd and holy freak
the first time the full band is here (of course 4-man now)
and freakin first time we played STICK STICKLY like awesomeeeee man.

well that aside,
photoshoot was awesome~
hhahhahaah
thx to Terry (i think that his name lol) for it yea
somehow it went the same as how i would imagine it to be like.

and well I bought 34bucks worth of shit from Daiso anw.
It better go well!
anw watch the first Ok, Roosevelt! vid update here:::

CLICK HERE


awesomeawesome.
hahahhahahahahah



and camp preparation is killing me.


♥/LiterallyTom/3:27 AM



Thursday, September 24, 2009
like.. woah.

second day of raya was......
super unexpected.






Apparently surprisingly awesomeful coz I actually found out
2 of my SP friends are my cousins!
like wthhhh???

WTH!



and another one of my extended cousin is also my schmate in property.


like wow.
how cool.


that aside,
TOMORROW IS JAMMING.
SATURDAY IS PHOTOSHOOT.

ok i cant emphasize animore on how excited i am.


♥/LiterallyTom/12:47 AM



Monday, September 21, 2009

i long for our thoughts to cross path.


i think even that is unworthy in ur eyes.






give me a warning sign.
i'd gladly use it.


♥/LiterallyTom/4:55 AM



and no matter what, people believe. coz thats how they made us.

you shd be a medication.
your existence is a cure.





today was hari raya
but watever.
it didnt seem like it.
we came out of the hse at 6.15pm.
wasnt much of a 'celebration' anw.

well thats jus a digression.



im reali doin nothing this holz.
its either TRYING to meet ppl in sch,
sleeping,
or adjusting css codes in Ok, Roosevelt! myspace.


and wow,
jamming this fri, and photoshoot this sat!!!
awesome.
im super looking forward for Ok, Roosevelt's first photoshoot.
I hope nothing screws up.
or im gonna be slapped into depression.
and im reali serious.



i absolutely dun mind burning the entire holz doin nothing.
i dun get to do this often anw.
my entire lifestyle is changed now.
i sleep at 5-6am (or smtimes 7-8am)
and wake up at bout 5-6pm.
im a full-fledged noturnal animal.


i dun mind that.
i live when everyone's sleeping.
its quiet.
the world is so quiet.
it feels therapeutic somehow.
i like the isolation.
it gives me ample space to think.
i like my thoughts to run wild.


it feels like im walking in the rain.
which i actuali did last week,
and lucky me, it was the heaviest downpour this month probabli.
i like that.
and i'll do that again.
sometime soon =D



for one day,
i wish i would not be noticed when i walk outside
for a social animal and an out-going nutcase,
im actuali insecure when i see ppl.

which reali contradicts my nature.

but reali, i think thats reali true.
the expected always befalls to the unexpected.
or dun judge a book by its cover
the obvious is only skin deep.
and the truth is for one to find out.


maybe the next day,
everyone will look at me wherever im walking.
i like both extremes.
one is so quiet, one is attention seeking.

needless to say, im no different from anyone.


anw heard the news about the 'awesome' m'sian minister Ng Yen Yen?
the one that she claimed a few dishes to be Malaysian.
oh way to go.
smart move.
thats reali truly asia.
maybe nxt time she might claim malays to be from malaysia.


oh wait,
that might hv some sense.
HECK.

well the point is,
i think its probabli a better idea to leave such vague ownerships alone.
i wonder if she even did research on the history of the dishes.

well, Ng Yen Yen, u jus made malaysians lose face(maybe some credibility too)
and here I thought only the malays were weird.
oh yucks i shdnt generalise and cloud my judgements.

i guess thats the power of negativity.



it jus reached 3am now.
i wish the night is longer.
i dun care about the day nimore.


i think i found my calling.
probabli the first malay song that actuali love.
or is it indonesian.
watever.


but i reali hate the mv.


and melly looks zombified.



argh gotta go sleep.
its 5am.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:55 AM



Wednesday, September 9, 2009

BUT WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR?????



WHAT?


♥/LiterallyTom/1:27 AM



BUT WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR.


STILL, CHANGE IS IMMINENT.

CHANGE IS INEVITABLE



I NEED CHANGE.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:26 AM



NO MAYBES NOW.

I NEED TO CHANGE.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:25 AM



MAYBE I JUS NEED TO LOOK AROUND.

MAYBE SOMEONE IS TRYING TO CALL ME.


MAYBE I DO NEED TO CHANGE.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:24 AM



OR MAYBE NOT.



♥/LiterallyTom/1:23 AM



MAYBE
MAYBE
MAYBE
MAYBE
MAYBE
MAYBE
MAYBE.


MAYBE ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:20 AM



Sunday, September 6, 2009
as I say, so they pay.

Samurai Girl in an hour.




=D


ohhhh,
I jus took my weight!
and surprisingly,

im 48kg.


like WTF??
48? 48? 48?



48?????



err?
aiyah, im underweighttttt!
how to be manly like this.
I want muscles!!
but nt as much as Dominic.
I find it highly digusting.

oooops!
sry i said that.

but seriously, muscles and a huge body like that shd be illegal.
its like he will crush his date's fingers jus by touching them.
I dread to think what will happen to her hands when he holds them.

wooooo~
instant death.



anw,
I reali need have a nicer body.
awwwww I wish I have a nice muscular body like Lee Min-Woo or Cheongrim.
ok Tom, keep dreaming.





argh somehow i hate holidays.
6-7weeks till sch reopens!


♥/LiterallyTom/7:55 PM



Saturday, September 5, 2009
like..... WOAH!

OMG!
my favourite secondary school story book series gonna debut into a tv series.
LIKE AWESOME AWESOME.

no, not Spy High.
(well if it was, i'd be happy till half dead. But im nt.)
well, I jus need to buy one more book till i complete their solo mission series.
gah....


ANYWAY,
its SAMURAI GIRL!!
ok, I know it sounds sissy ish,
like some lame colourful cartoon from playhouse disney or smth.

But no.



Samurai Girl is AWESOME.
like awesome awesome.



my mom's super happy coz she could fit into the clothes she couldnt wear.
yea, she lost weight.
Like some girly girl losing weight.


♥/LiterallyTom/3:11 PM



like..... WOAH!



♥/LiterallyTom/3:11 PM



I think we like each other. reali.

can somebody please remove these cutleries off my knees~


♥/LiterallyTom/2:15 AM



Friday, September 4, 2009
Bells.

I told myself i shd go sleep earlier today.
like 12am+ or latest by 1am.
But i dun think thats possible.


somehow i'll still stay up late doing nothing constructive.
cuz most of the time will somehow spent lying around
and trying to find a source of entertainment.

and reali, sleep is a serious waste of time.



maybe i shd go watch some korean drama.
heck, im too lazy to watch any dramas now.




maybe I shd go eat.


or maybe nt.






ok, i'll jus think of something to do.



♥/LiterallyTom/12:04 AM



Thursday, September 3, 2009

goodbye papers.

omfg seriously,
i wanna freakin jam.
OK ROOSEVELT DO SOMETHING.


im angry.





Body signals are everywhere.
I for one, send them out.
always.
body signals, or subtle messages that we give out to attract attention.


I do realise that I send out these subtle messages regularly.
Or actuali more than I reali intended.
Yeah, my body language says more than words.
of coz, that was an existing rule is the first place.
But realising it is something different altogether yes?


i wonder who could actuali read/receive/interpret these signals correctly.


maybe we should all take closer notice of the people around us.
Not jus from the words they spoke of.
but maybe try to look pass that.
look beyond these words and try to truly comprehend the actions
that describes their intentions best.



den maybe we will all be understood.





i wish


♥/LiterallyTom/5:59 PM