i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

18
Dip in Events & Project Management (SP)

iContemporary
iContradict.
iFun
iLOVE.
iWild
iInspired
iWacky
iWrite
iThink(too much)
iLongWalks
iInsecure
iMusic
iArts
iIsolate
iVeryFriendly
iSelfMotivate


who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Friday, February 20, 2009

U guys shd hv noticed by now THAT

i changed blogskin.
why?

becoz i am Tom.
and i designed it myselffff.



how cool is that bitch?


AWESOME ECONOMICS IS O.V.E.R.



its getting boring now,
and the onli entertainment these few days
is by goin to jimmy's place.

and do shit.

and playing is micro korg.
which is a fantastic synthesizer of some sorts.


i need excitement in my life now.
like seriously.
i need to retreat
i need to pamper myself
i need to chill and relax
i need to talk it out
or maybe trash it out
i need to re-think my options
i need to re-think my opinions
i need to unwind
i need to reflect
i need someone
i need a new passion
i need something to focus on
i need someone to rely on
i need a sense of security
i need to feel again
i need to refresh
i need to slow down
i need to listen
i need to calm my nerves
i need new air circulation
i need a hug
i need space
i need to meet people
i need to know
i need to forget
i really really need to forget
i need to stop dwelling on it


i need to get out.
quick.


♥/LiterallyTom/12:30 AM



Sunday, February 15, 2009

Surprise me with your voice,
and I might love you forever.



valentine's over.
were you a wow?






sleep till the voices comes back.
slowly, let the leaves blow back the dust that was the sign of your melody.
Your scent, so specific.
Your scent lingering.
Your scent, lost with the thousand others.
Your scent mixed up.
Your scent, I wished.
Your scent still fresh.
Your scent, in my memories.
Your scent frozen in my archives.
Your scent, undying faith.
Your scent caught my breath.


Your scent caught my breath.
Your scent caught my breath.
Your scent caught my breath.
Your scent caught my breath.
Your scent caught my breath.
Your scent caught my breath.
Your scent caught my breath.


If my wounds won't heal,
I'll have to live under your shadow.
Whether I like it,

Or not.



For now, I'll sleep.

Sleep till your voice returns.


♥/LiterallyTom/3:23 AM



Saturday, February 14, 2009




i draw cute pictures on msn.
yay.


♥/LiterallyTom/1:52 AM



Thursday, February 12, 2009
quick. call the medic.

Get as much plastic bags as possible ppl.
today's post will mkae u puke. Badly.


why?

it the time of the year why freaks draw.
on msn.

and boy, they can be quite retards.



Though however bleak the future might seem,
TOm is always there to remedy the situation.


so today, we will contrast Tom's artwork, with Joanne's brilliant brand of intricate art pieces that
will make u marvel at the talent that the world brings.

here we gooooo~~


it all started with a few words of enlightenment......





What seemed like a perfectly NORMAL conversation quickly turned
into a virtual art gallery comprising of wonderous art, aimed to pierce through
the hearts of many inspired artists.
(literally pierce through their hearts.)






Joanne's emotions are directly potrayed in this picture, of an ugly witch.
The ugly witch's face is toned down by sweatdrops to elaborate on the use of 'cute'.
This bittersweet artpiece is a classic drawing that will leave many, crying.
In this artpiece by Joanne, a stone is drawn with eyes and nose to commemorate the spirit
of energy, showing that even a simple rock has its own unique quality. With the caption
'WTH!' short for 'Work Thy Hips!', it reali amazes the viewer of how creative a human
can actuali be.



ahhh~.... such an emotion artwork done by the master, TOm. It truly inspires
a human's heart to such an extent, it could never be possible by any other.
Such sophisticated lines joint through series of bends, the world can only wonder
of the mysteries that the artist is trying to illustrate.





"The infirm devil" which everyone calls it, is an artpiece that delineate a cartoon devil,
that was aired during the civil war that broke out 29 decades ago. Even till now, the 21st century, people can never forget the horrible manifestation of the legless devil on the screens.
The memory of the civil war still fresh, in Joanne's mind.

No question asked, hands down the artpiece that revolutionised the world by Joanne.





Our master artist TOm shows off his dramatic hair to his viewers, though his eyes are covered,
his heart will always show the true personality of the boy who withstood the russian army during the battle between the reds and whites.



When people admire this piece by Joanne, they are frustrated by the uncanny similarities to
a character that was named 'Pikachu', from a famous cartoon called 'Pokemon', where the character has been a ten year old boy for about ten years.



This is Master TOm's cat impression of his apprentice, Joanne. Adorably cute, most people would say. Its distorted chin was a glitch after the master's hand wobbly due to the vibrations caused by the fissure that occurred at Yishun. Nevertheless, this nobel prize winning piece is a success that remains a commotion until now.

Another cartoon piece by Joanne, unpleasantly at the same time bold, warping a sacred cartoon created by sick, horny pre-sch cartoon enthusiast. This bold act by Joanne nearly cost her life.


Master TOm's rendition of Joanne's rendition of pikachu was unsettling when he revealed that it was a PIKACHUMAN. The world held its breath as the master quietly grin at the forceful artpiece that he had created.





Joanne's pet alien inspired her to draw this intensity driven artwork that won first prize during her first art competition. She was 3months old then.






Who can resist the slapstick comedy that Bart Simpson, the famous poet brought to the world?
Joanne portray this idea well, with the stick man on top of Bart Simpson.




A portrait master TOm drew as a kid, while thinking about his brother-in-law, Ryan Seacrest.





Apprentice Joanne's rendition of her master's artwork was commendable. She was later arrested and sentence to jail for 150eons for copyright infringement.





Master TOm submitted to the power of his apprentice's artworks, after the latter's pieces caused undeniable debate between the Malays and the Thai(s). This piece by Joanne shows the level of respect that her master gave.






This piece called 'heaven's point of view' by Master TOm is a tribute of his respect given to his apprentice's artworks. In this piece, it shows the hand of god that threw Joanne's artwork to Earth as a present for the humans. "Marvel at the gift that is bestowed upon you undesirable humans!"





Joanne's undying love for Clarke Kent aka Superman is showed in this piece called "Superman is my best friend. Tom is his numero uno fan"



No descriptions needed. All is explained in the piece itself.





Lets be super informal here. Joanne's drawings freakin hate me. They cut my hair. my anus wasnt spared.



An old faggot, commonly known to homosapiens in Singapore as Ah Pek, is illustrated in this artpiece. Joanne tries to condescend into a level similar to these so called 'Ah Pek' and therefore, is inspired to draw a portrait of how these creatures live.





Do not be alarm, this monster created by the apprentice is very realistic that it was once decreed by the president that this piece was burnt and its remains buried.



Our Master, TOm, shows the world of the harmful effects of plastic surgery.
OK people, puking fest is officially over.
Make sure u soap ur eyes. Doesnt matter if ur blinded.
U need to get the horrible sight off ur brains
GO CHANGE UR BRAINS NOW.


♥/LiterallyTom/11:02 PM



Tuesday, February 10, 2009
doubting is the best drastic measure.

when in doubt, explode.




valentines day coming eh ppl?
so hv u guys got a date?



no, i dun hv a date. (i knw ppl wanna knw, but they are too shy to ask.)
hahahahahaha.
seems like im shamelessly self-promoting.
LOL.



Im feeling better about my classmates now.
It reali took me a year to get used to the class.
it reali turned out fine I guess.

Though Im still not reali participating in common commotion.
i think that is still smth that will come in future ehhhh.




ITP!
-Youth Olympics here i come.

HURRAY!



rite now, Im just thinking about death.

unsure of the sudden thought.
but its reali something to think about.
like......

what if you know you will die in the next minute?
imagine the turn of events that are probabli gonna happen.


watever.




on the side note, im listening to Avril.
woohoo.

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you?

LOL. haahhaaha.


I know my blog is jus full of nonsense.
yeah, but dun think that im a super boring person that stays @ home 24/7 okkkkk.
I hv a damn life.
I DO.
I hv friends to chill with,
Microphones to scream at,
prata to munch on,
papers to write on,
dreams to reach for,


and other stuffs like that.


this moment too perfect,
this act, all worth it.


I found myself walking that night.
walking alone with only the melody for comfort.
Its always the same melody.
Accompanying me.
Night after night.

The darkness was thick.
Abyss. Everywhere.

But nothing was an obstable for me to walk.
the direction was vague. Yet clear.
Is this the progress I decided on?
where was I really going?

where will I end?


♥/LiterallyTom/8:16 PM



Sunday, February 8, 2009
update this updated updates



so hi!!
lets talk.... CHINGAY!


hmmm, now suddenly i dun feel like talking about it.
well chingay was fun. absolutely funtastic~




i'd probabli write an essay if i were to talk about 2 days of chingay.
so, im jus gonna type 1 word in every sentence for 2 paragraphs.



Firstday. Fun. friends! geisha. funny. gayish. xinmin sec sch. unmotivated. children. seniors. guys. gay. awesome. Bomb. Tom. funny. gay. cheers. crazy. nuts. high. super. high. dance. dance. dance. Liang Yan. Flower. Princess. or. Queen? Huzaimi. Bloco Singapura. goodbye song. Home. Tired. Seriously.


Secondday. lunch. pictures. superman. ice-cream! Pictures. Grand stand. Funny. Akward. butt. high. high. hyper. cheer. president. nuts. crazy. firecrackers. fireworks. clear view. awesome. Camwhore. eat. parkour. walked. city hall. orchard. walked back. orchard. esplanade. cooling. reflective. fun. tired. home. early morning.


ok there.
and I know u will nvr understand it.









LIVE N LOADED~


Apparently Nick, norman and I were late.
boy, Jimmy was MAD.
Mad as hell.
like woah. U SHD HV SEEN HIS FACE. like LOL.


no kiddin man.

and idris's hair is quite cool. =D


it was fun.
I oni like Weiwen's (for this cycle) paper feet,
vertical rush's spaceman!
and AVA's set. LOL.
been a long time since i went to a gig that I thoroughly enjoyed.
I even got to crowd surf and stage dive.
awesomely funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.



oooooooooooo!
and apparently Wanyin's fren is super cute omg.
hahhahahahaha.
wth i kept saying that to the guys aftr the gig.


ok watever crap.


dad's gone to hv his body checked.
not the doctor's.
he thinks that 'something' is following him or smth.
apparently he says it was smth that happened b4.


oh man.



so let me sleep
let me sleep away my worries
unless u could feel me weep
slice this thirst for an end
though I'm only human

let the melody caress your cold feet
you were the only one who could save.
us all.

Is this what we wanted?
What has the start brought us
but vague voices to lead the way.

Before the light shines the virtual ritual,
quietly please, tell me.
Have you save yourself?



its gonna be a year soon.
but not one day has gone without you in mind.

if only you knew how much change you've caused.

if only you knew how difficult it is to forget.



its was jus a few simple words.
its unfair when everything reminds me of you.


so unfair.

so unfair.



Now I need to know if someone will save me.


♥/LiterallyTom/7:54 PM



Wednesday, February 4, 2009
steady steady....

DUN BREAKDOWN NOWWWW...
oh god oh god.


♥/LiterallyTom/11:14 PM



aha.

woohoo.

live n loaded was lots of fun.



will update about it next time.
coz I NEED TO STUDY FOR GEMS.



I owe 2 updates.
-Chingay
-Live N Loaded!




Chiaozzzz


♥/LiterallyTom/12:43 AM