Monday, September 8, 2008
The Quest. Sunken. Deep.
THX SYL.
I think missing someone is the only thing
that keeps me sane.
its ironic.
How ironic.
Waking up in the morning and jus feel that there's jus someone u wanna see.
or at least catch a glimpse.
jus a quick glance.
its satisfying at that.
but its hard.
now that 2 people i love is out of my life.
jus a quick glance.
or maybe a chance to relay jus one word.
"sorry"
thats all.
jus one word.
one word.
"sorry"
then im done.
thats all......
reali.
thats all....
breakdown is quite an ambiguous word.
Some ppl embrace it,
in excitement.
Like in a hardcore song.
Some ppl avoid it.
Like a plague.
but breakdown is frequent these few days.
And its getting worse.
maybe its a sign.
A sign for a better tomorrow.
and a turn of events will occur shortly.
Maybe its a sign for something else.
Something big.
I believe in the balance of life.
a new life will cause death
a positive emotion will cause a negative.
and it works vice versa too.
And its a sign for me to forget.
But forget comes with a straint.
a sharp straint.
Which in turn comes back to breakdown.
Wat I learn so much is the time of impact things have on me.
How long before i feel the aftermath
Its never direct.
Things never get to me fast enough to realise and act.
Never.
Its as though im suppose to feel its grip.
Relax as much as i will,
It will get to me.
Maybe not too soon.
But it will.
It jus will.
Its pathetic.
Jus pathetic.
Tom,
Its time to forget.
Its time to forget
Its time to forget
Its time to jus forget it.
its time to move on.
Jus move on.
The road looks misty. Grey.
I need help.
You.
Words mean something.
At least something.
Its not the world.
But its something.
But ur gone.
Jus like that.
Like a swift motion
Not even a quick glance
Daringly pointed your finger
I was a root?
I'm the root?
Fine
You find yours
I will find mine
Will
Might
May
Can't
May
Might
Can
Will
But we all have our happiness sometimes.
Sometimes.
♥/LiterallyTom/2:07 AM