i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

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iContradict.
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iLOVE.
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who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


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and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Monday, September 8, 2008
The Quest. Sunken. Deep.

THX SYL.




I think missing someone is the only thing
that keeps me sane.
its ironic.
How ironic.





Waking up in the morning and jus feel that there's jus someone u wanna see.
or at least catch a glimpse.




jus a quick glance.

its satisfying at that.



but its hard.
now that 2 people i love is out of my life.



jus a quick glance.
or maybe a chance to relay jus one word.
"sorry"
thats all.

jus one word.
one word.
"sorry"
then im done.
thats all......


reali.
thats all....




breakdown is quite an ambiguous word.


Some ppl embrace it,
in excitement.
Like in a hardcore song.



Some ppl avoid it.
Like a plague.


but breakdown is frequent these few days.
And its getting worse.



maybe its a sign.
A sign for a better tomorrow.
and a turn of events will occur shortly.
Maybe its a sign for something else.


Something big.



I believe in the balance of life.


a new life will cause death
a positive emotion will cause a negative.



and it works vice versa too.



And its a sign for me to forget.
But forget comes with a straint.


a sharp straint.
Which in turn comes back to breakdown.



Wat I learn so much is the time of impact things have on me.
How long before i feel the aftermath
Its never direct.
Things never get to me fast enough to realise and act.
Never.
Its as though im suppose to feel its grip.
Relax as much as i will,
It will get to me.
Maybe not too soon.
But it will.
It jus will.
Its pathetic.
Jus pathetic.








Tom,
Its time to forget.
Its time to forget
Its time to forget
Its time to jus forget it.


its time to move on.



Jus move on.





The road looks misty. Grey.
I need help.
You.
Words mean something.
At least something.
Its not the world.
But its something.
But ur gone.
Jus like that.
Like a swift motion
Not even a quick glance
Daringly pointed your finger
I was a root?
I'm the root?
Fine
You find yours
I will find mine
Will
Might
May
Can't
May
Might
Can
Will



But we all have our happiness sometimes.
Sometimes.


♥/LiterallyTom/2:07 AM