Monday, September 22, 2008

super.


get use to it.
get use to it.
get use to it.
get use to it.



get use to the fact that grandma's gone.
get use to the fact that u weren't there for grandma.
get use to the fact that u will never sleep well after that.
get use to the haunting dream.
get use to the fact that ur life is being haunted by something.
get use to the feeling of being watched
get use to the fact that its gonna be worse after fasting month
get use to the fact that another family member is gone after an expedition.
get use to the fact that ur mentally ill.
get use to the fact that ur increasingly talking to yourself
get use to video blogs to rid of this psychology illness.
get use to the fact that u had a chance to forgive someone u actually cried for.
get use to the fact that u were the cause.
get use to the fact that u failed as a man.
get use to blaming yourself.
get use to being called stupid.
get use to being second best
get use to thinking.
get use to thinking so deep.
get use to thinking so deep its only hurting
get use to having fake friends
get use to living only for yourself
get use to fighting your own battles
get use to being quiet
get use to daydream of a better day
get use to locking yourself in your own mind
get use to the frequent migraines.
get use to the momentary loss of vision after that
get use to falling after that
get use to the numb
get use to the voices


oh god save me from the voices.
stop these voices pls
oh my god.


get use to it
get use to it
get use to it
get use to it
get use to it
get use to it
get use to it





tell me if the days are getting on ur nerves coz i'd like to switch places.




ppl say reflecting is good
but its reali making me delirious.


i might snap anytime.



lose my insanity.





but that seem to be a nice possibility.
lose it.
lose it now.






jus one hug by a stranger
and i might jus need it for life.










oh no.
no no no
pls dun rain
no lightning and thunder pls
oh god no.
pls no

♥/LiterallyTom/3:03 AM