Saturday, September 20, 2008

weeeeek weeeeek weeeeek


thats the sound of Tom trying to pig squeal




ok holidays jus burning out quickly as it seems
and im jus at home practising playing my trumpet.


im trying to play STREETLIGHT MANIFESTO!
yayyyy!~
and i can somewat play.
yes.



days spent is with Nawawi.
wow i have one friend left in the world.


I'll be volunteering for Singapore Biennale nxt week
Gonna be so damn busy now.
yay
++ for my portfolio!
thk god rajes keeps me updated sometimes.


ok,
even if i cant make it to university,
i shd jus volunteer or work in lots and lots of events.
den atleast i hv experience.
Therefore, a fighting chance.
oh my.
i hate fights.




my disposition of the state im in is still killing me.
but im still cool.


not that i worry.

or do i?



and now i do realise that i judge ppl.


and i think human judge each other.
even though they deny it.
its a natural human tendency i guess.
and no one's spared from it.


not even YOU.



and alot of times i hear ppl say:

"im not judgemental"
"i dun judge ppl"


and then they curse other ppl they
see outside saying "u mat", "u minah", "u ah beng", "u ah lian"

obviously thats judging ppl directly.


and its only a handfull of ppl who reali mean it
when they say they dun judge ppl.


i dare say i judge ppl.
but that doesnt mean im a bad person.
(or am i?)



i judge ppl from first impressions.

i judge ppl by how they are dressed

i judge ppl by how they speak

i judge ppl by how they react to watever

i judge ppl by the type of songs they listen to.

i judge ppl by their hand writings.

i judge ppl by their looks & appearances.

i judge ppl by how they carry themselves in public.

i judge ppl by how many questions they answered correctly.

i judge ppl by their feelings



sometimes i judge ppl by their race.
its a common tendency for us being humans
but how well u think,react, handle and respond to perspectives that makes u special.

im not racist.
I super strongly believe in racial harmony that sometimes i go overboard.



see?
i judge people easily


BUT




but i give chances.
now thats going the extra mile to break a common disposition.




so u dun judge ppl?
i dun buy it.



unless u give them a chance.











u are jus like them.

♥/LiterallyTom/11:41 PM