Saturday, October 18, 2008

wow 9days+ without updates.











its jus the first week of sch and its reali draining my life away.


like wth.


im always busy.


oh wait.


im busy?








busy wif wat??








oh ya, im busy.


performance on 25 oct!








up till now i think i achieved some stuffs.





-manage to stay away from her blog.


-manage to stand his bull crap


-manage to do something funny to keep my spirits up


-manage to complete season 4 of scrubs








yea, i think 3 is enough.








but most importantly, i manage to stay away from her blog.


im a step to regathering my sanity again!


keep it up Tom.











but i still cant control the urges.


ITS KILLING ME.











gems is jus O-K.


nothing special. at all.








come on Tom,


its Science & Tech.


geeks.


they are so damn un-outgoing.





but hey look at the brightside.


at least im in another class.











"hey u alright?"


"yeah"


"do u need someone?"


"think so"


"come here"











urges urges urges.











i always think of how paranoid


i have become towards ppl.





and its reali getting worse.


i feel like im constantly being watched by everyone.


its up to a point where i dun get out of my house (or room for that matter)


unless there's reali reali reali reali a need to.








im paranoid.


very very paranoid.


when ppl laugh, i think they are laughing at me.


when ppl turn their heads, i think they are looking at me.


when ppl talk, i think they are talking about me.








yes yes yes, im paranoid of the world.











somethings are jus worth taking time for.

















its the weekends.
weekends means low pay work.



i dunno why i bother in the first place.

i tried to listen

but u never spoke.

♥/LiterallyTom/1:03 AM