i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

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who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


MusicPlaylist
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and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I came back, dancing.
and dancing.


Dancing in the rain.
Dancing in the rain.


dancing for a stake
dancing till it breaks



Till I break.




will talk to you soon.
will talk bout it soon.


♥/LiterallyTom/9:57 PM



Thursday, November 20, 2008

My mind rolls a dice.
if it had meanings,
it would probabli stray.


on and on.


but does tomorrow ever comes?
does it?


apologies apologies
apologies apologies


my life's been said.
its stated in red.


its there.
waiting.
for someone to venture.
will someone care enough?

care then.


i know what u know.
i know its not worth.
worth.



but my life's always stood there, waiting.
calling out.
desperately calling out.


it may seem unbiased.
it may seem biased.
it may
it may not



im not caring.
trying to, by the least.
jus awareness.
awareness.


yes, an unborn.
undeveloped.




but my mind rolls a dice
if it had meanings,
it would probabli stray.





on and on.


♥/LiterallyTom/9:40 PM



Saturday, November 15, 2008

If this is where my body lived,

it'd rather wander instead.


I'll catch on quick
I'll catch on quick



but i need a hand.



is there glimers.
hope.

in reality, is it formed?


♥/LiterallyTom/1:05 AM



Wednesday, November 12, 2008

you are an open wound.


bear with me if u will.
its all that i have left.


jus for a brief moment.


atleast until im done.
then i shall depart.




with nothing left.
with nothing left.



strive to find another possible cause for existence.




its coming.

its coming.





the time will come.





and then it will vanish.
it leaves all behind.
with me.
locked with these useless treasures.



a deep eyesore.




all will end spontaneously.
all shall perish
all that was inherited so deeply.


perfect.
yet meaningless.


perfect.
yet undesirable.


almost tangible.
almost time.




time to go.


♥/LiterallyTom/2:30 AM



Monday, November 10, 2008

my attempts are an ever disappointments.
everything is always a waste.

efforts in vain.


u tried.
u did.


its not your fault anymore.


i saw u tried.




tried.
tried your best.



its not your fault.
its not your fault.




give up.
jus give up now.




let the birds come take u home instead




u tried.
u did.


no one saw it.



no one cared anyway.
why should u?


♥/LiterallyTom/3:00 AM



Thursday, November 6, 2008

KBS World is a great channel.




i wished i was born on earlier.
tsk.



pls dun leave me broken hearted this time.
oh pls oh pls no.






someone always have to leave.



Let go.

but save them before it happens.


♥/LiterallyTom/10:14 PM



today was such a bittersweet day.
i hate bittersweet.


u lied.






she is cute.







she is pretty.


♥/LiterallyTom/12:37 AM



Monday, November 3, 2008

please help their broken hearts.
help their broken hearts.


help to stop it.


is there really no exit?


♥/LiterallyTom/3:00 AM



and now u bleed for it to stop.
compromising.
compromising.
put it back, swiftly.

desperate as it seems.
higher and higher.
im desperate for you to fail.
fail now. fail yourself.

it easy.
oh my god its easy.



his stomach burns
jus looking.
looking at your once state of presence.

you know what it feels like to fail.
do you know?
you do know.
you know what it feels like to lose hope.
you know.
lyinglyinglyinglying.
you do know.
do you?


his stomach longs for your cure.
cure.
jus a cure
jus a cure



oh gosh spare me a cure.


♥/LiterallyTom/2:22 AM