Behind the places these eyes go

Saturday, January 31, 2009
For the other, another.

Today was Chingay Preview.

its crazy.

shall not elaborate now.
Im in need of sleep.
desperately.

so I shall do watever I need to, next post.
You shut up.

♥/LiterallyTom/1:52 AM

Wednesday, January 28, 2009
To each, its own. Flap Flap.

The weekends + CNY holz were not boring!
Neither was it fun.

OK, maybe it was quite fun.
But being sick since Fri is reali not helping.
Damn.

Forgot to say some stuff bout the giggg.

Twinsies came to watch!

There was Jennifer Deathwish who played deathcore or smth i dun know.

Coz i dun like metal, metalcore and deathcore.

*eeeeek i hate talking about stuff like thiss. Oni poseurs say such stuff.*

The screamer squeal squeal squeal squeallllll like pig.

He very good man!

But I dun like.

den still got Radiant Archery.

They were quite good!

ok watever.

Enough with the gig.

I found myself alone again,

in the comfort of the wind and the ocean.

the undying feeling of his calmness was hinting to be

once more, tangible.

There wasnt any reflection this time.

Maybe abit.

But none as deep as the archives.

The idea to move on was clear.

But the idea seem to suggest something else.

A vicious cycle so cruel, it only makes one notice the wreck

that was once known as Love.

I dread the thought of going back.

I love this feeling.

Its sorrowful ambient dancing to the swirling song of demise.

But no, it wasnt that wicked.

It was tranquility.

Or atleast, in my eyes.

But it wasn't long till I have to go.

To a distant future so vague, only God knows.

The things I brought out here can never be kept.

Reason: the world too rapid to take concern.

Before I continue this everlasting road,

I watched the oceans, horizons soared.

I know, the only way out is in.

Until the sky falls down one day,

I will never give up hope on you.

So bloom, bloom.

Become the rose that you promised.

Until you find yourself alone again.

NEWS FLASH

I CUT MY HAIR.

wooweeeee!

Though not sure if im hating it or loving it.

Its very bittersweet.

will get a picture of my hair soon.

hahahaha.

I HAVE FEMALE HAIRSTYLE!

how awesomely unawesomely awesome is that!?!

♥/LiterallyTom/10:54 AM

Sunday, January 25, 2009
Sortttt me out.

ADORABLY CUTE.

Oh gosh Soo Ae's so adorable.
adorable
adorable.
I wanna hug her like a teddy bear hugging a pillow.
i dun reali wanna say cute coz its half ugly and there's nothing ugly about the picture.

of coz unless ur talking about the messy colour words.
But shut up u coz i dun care and I love Soo Ae.

If she ever comes to Singapore I'd probabli kidnap her.
I'll become some lunatic and do lunatic stuff.
like.......
errr.......
i'll snap her head and mount it on my bedroom wall or smth.

ok.
watever.

Yesterday was Her Silent Wish's gig at Beats Merchant.
Again.

It wasnt my best performance coz my my my my my my stupid
BAD SORE THROAT.
and and and and and and and

Fever.

But the performance was still ok.
the place was super duper ultra hot.
and everyone was cramping up near the stage.
I COULDNT BREATHE MAN.

SHIT U.

And there was this cute chinese girl (though not very cute, said by Josh)
who was there taking picture.
She was damn cute (though not very cute, I agree with Josh)
She screamed to Gwen Stacy's Gone Fishing!
I was like woahhoho!

but i think she's taken
By some mat i guess.
stupid lah.
why must cute girls always be taken by undesirable guys.
damn damn damn damn damn damn.

i hate the world.
hahahha.
no.
I love the world.
The world is awesome.

(now it reminds me of Boomdeyada!)

I love the mountains
I love the clear blue skies
I love big bridges (Actuali I love MING BRIDGES! SHE IS SO DAMN BLOODY HOT.)
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all its sights and sounds
Boomdeyada Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada Boomdeyada
I love the oceans
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love egyptian kings
I love the whole world
And all its craziness
Boomdeyada Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada Boomdeyada
I love tornadoes
I love arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
Its such a brilliant place
Boomdeyada Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada Boomdeyada
Boomdeyada Boomdeyada

damn I dunno why I did this.

well anw, the 2 weekdays before had very nice weather.
I love the sun for shining golden aura to the world.
Too bad u have to die.
Stupid lah u.

Lets jus look at the brightside.

Atleast we will all be dead by then.

♥/LiterallyTom/10:14 PM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
obamaaaaaaaa crazed!~

the time has come to set aside childish things.

we understand greatness is never a gift.
It it hard earned.

for us, they fought and died

Our capacity remains undiminished

we will not apologise for the way we live.

People judge you on what you build, not what you destroy.

the world has changed, and we must change with it.

hurrrrayyy
Go Obama~

♥/LiterallyTom/1:11 AM

Monday, January 19, 2009
Can't get enough of POKEMON!

Understatement.
Is joy a replica of a self-existing that binds all hope of positive human capabilities?
Or are we jus pretending?
OOoooo
The pretence.
So mature.
Strikes an indefinite balance.
Indefinite indeed.
Indefinite indeed.

Nawawi's friends are hilariously hilarious.
Pokemon is the new black.
hyaacck!!

Met people from the Expired! gig.
Simply put it, John's ex-classmates (i think)
Wow, I love meeting 2nd degree friends!

Getting sick.
All the symptoms for a fever are present.
Now all I have to do is wait for the fever to welcome me.
shit. Gotta drink more plain water.
plain water.
plain.
PLAINSUNSET!!

gah.

ok sleep earlier my dear TOM.
U need some rest.

Argh shut up stupid voice in my head.
Stop telling me to sleep earlier.
I WILL NEVER SLEEP EARLIER!

*snoresnore*

♥/LiterallyTom/7:05 PM

Whimsicle. ergh.

the interest in the harmonious tune that grips the humanly sight grew fonder with every melody.
How cannnn you not think of the subject in the manner of exuberance.

It was bro's band performance @ esplanade.
Hands down, probabli one of the best shows I've ever been to.
and definitely also one of the best that I've seen in esplanade.

Cant help but marvel at the level of professionality in these students.
which reali made it seem like secondary school bands are a joke.

oh well, weekend iis over again.
But atleast it was well spent.
Thinking bout it, all the weekends this year seem to be very well spent.
hah!
Nothing shall stop me from being happy this year.
hopefuli.

hopeful.

♥/LiterallyTom/1:31 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2009
The honourableeeeeee beeeee ee ee!

if we make more sense, next time it wont even matter if we did anything again.
Sense.
Sense.
Senses.
A contrast of colours that sparks the beginning of a cycle that encourages unity.
unison.

Sad thing that I missed Chingay training today.
AARRGH.
had performance.
Quanli said it was betttter than last week!
gosh and last week was very funn.
damn.

BUTT.

I still thoroughly enjoyed the day.
extremely thorough.
was able to catch ava with sam jimmy & nickkkk!
as per normal they rocked.
And Matt grabbed my hair and pulled it!!
WTH man!
i guess its jus the spurrrr of the moment.
hahhahaha he damn emotional.
well he probabli thinks that mosh crew still existtt.
hah!

met May aftr that.
and i am aware that she thought i was gay.
hahahahahaha.
wat do u know, someone thinks im gay.
hah! not surprised.
Having a gay personality is cool.
But being gay, on the other hand, is NOT.
thats like trying to make 2 north poles attract!
NO! WE CANT DO THAT!
sex is not possible that way!

Think of all the things that u will be losing out if ur gay!

ok watever,
went to Beats Merchant for the performance.
it was awesome...
first time performing as a vocalist.
probabli the my best performance! yay!
And Wanyin was there to capture the moment!

yesssaa~

had a great fun crazy dancing/weird moshing/lame hardcore dancing.
Solomon's frens were cool i guesss!

yay todays was so fun.
I hope there will be more fun daysss.
This year totally rocks!!

good thing I learnt the secret.
YEA!

♥/LiterallyTom/12:45 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009
believe can be. believe can reali be.

And now my pressure relief valve is activated maybe i should stop holding my breath.

if only we understand the moment.
Suspense would matter not.

pretty to me.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:42 AM

The End is Near.

I wish we could all see the truth.
no, not the media truth.

but life's truths.

ever wonder why?
why wat u may ask.

the BIG WHY.
the BIG why that keeps us alive.
the BIG why that keeps the Earth rotating
the BIG why that keeps the Universe expanding

why is everything happening?
why are we here?
why do we feel?

wishing that the truth, purpose of the universe
reveals in the form of endless mercy.
But that can never happen.
Everything will end.

In the cruel-est state possible.
We will all perish together after that.

life is short.
too short.
compare a lifetime

and

the marvelous creation of the universe.

we will never get to know everything.
life intricate meanings aren't meant to be thought of isn't it?

Keep this in mind: THE END IS NEAR.

it'll happen in a split second.
the time to regret is now.

The time to regret is now.

REGRET NOW.

Life's treasures don't follow u after the dead line.
You will be alone.

the secret is out.
Use it.

Did class to class marketing today.
It was both scary and fun.
I guess thats what the the word "THRILL" means.

constantly i've been trying to speak better english.
With very good pronounciation~
since I talk to a big audience alott.
Events Management Communications taught me about this topic jus now.

Sharon jus started on the new topic on Business Presentations.

So well I decided to put it into practice for the marketing.
and well yeah, I think I MIGHT be getting better at speaking to large audience.
I think speaking well makes the difference in people's perspective of YOU.

And I really need to stress the importance that this brings to event people.
well actuali it needs to be stressed to my class.
I get tired of their one-sided form of communication in class alottt of time.
(wow im finally being very honest)

Though in the midst of all that hating,
I find the individuals very intriguing yet heart-warming.

Like how super nice Sylvia can be.
Or how tolerant Is, is.
and how Dominic got use to all the oral bullyings he got last time.

everyone one of them, whether or not I have held a good solid conversation with them or jus simply hating any of them, (wow i used the word 'them' 3 times here) everyone of them (now it 4) are special in their own way.

I guess the overused cliche phrase, 'one in a million' reali applies to this material world.

and it subsequently concludes how human beings can influence one another jus by being very slightly involved in the situation or moment.
Or even jus by being alive whether or not you are there.

humans are reali gifted animals.
we are as lucky as crap.

well watever.
Life is so full of meanings.
We all need to listen more.

♥/LiterallyTom/12:51 AM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Finding. Finding. Not found. Not found.

no matter how hard i try to stop myself,
it always seem to go on.

i cant stop doing this.

still, im searching for u.
If u are there, please respond to my call.

hopefuli we are able to get through.

Alot of plans have been made these few days.

Fine Print might be performing later this year.

and Her Silent Wish is performing on 2 saturdays.
Not to mention we are goin to the studio to record
the 2nd originalll.

Guess wat?
we might recording with Cedric,
the one who recorded A Vacant Affair's album!
very very, ambitious.
money out the window.

Speaking about AVA,
they are playing this sat.
hopefuli i can make it for their set.
Its Rudi's last performance!!
gosshh
anw, they are gonna play Connecting the Dots.
MUST NOT MISS IT.

And chingay training is on sat too.
dratts.
though im beginning to like chingay training.
Being a motivator jus rocks my limbs off.

plans plans plans.
So little time, so much to do.
I'd rather spend my days with you.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:50 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Do you not know life?
Do you not know anything?
You do not know anything.

At last im blogging again.
This time, i think evryone will
understand me.
Though I digress, and ppl will still not understand my words.
Or thoughts for that matter.

get off my back.

The new year started very well, much to my liking.
and so far, its been great - which makes me worry.
Im quite certain that the year will end with everything collapsing
around me.
Its just the balance of life.
Balance, life is indeed fair.

But ultimately, I learnt the secret of life. So hopefuli, by God's grace,
starting from 2009, only good will happen. ohh PLease.
Learning the secret of life as only made me see life in the moments of greatness
(oh my so cheesy)

But why have I not learn so when my religion has emphasized it?
What in the world have I been doing.
What in the world have I been doing.
I know im not useless.
I know you're not useless.

somehow, the secret has been made clear.
Or at the very least, to me.
learn the secret, it will change you.

The new year started off swell with new frens.

New people jus come running into my life.
I guess this is what the secret has given me.
Progressively.
The sense of belonging.

A sense I reali wanted to taste.
Still, its a long way to go.
A long way to blisss.
But thinking about it, how sweet will journey be?

More reason to be motivated for the year.

though thoughts are still on going.
swivelling around reality that I once recognise.
It might not be the same as before.
For better, or for worse, it matters not.
But learning the truth makes it easier.
at least for what its worth for now.

u may think you're alone
u may think you're nothing
u may think.
Whatever you may think.

But YOU can change.
Everything.

but i hope i can understand.
I hope to be it.

♥/LiterallyTom/8:02 PM