Monday, March 16, 2009
The last thing the Earth needs.

Today i bid farewell to them.
Forever.
I feel so used and taken advantaged of.
its reali not the first time.
I guess they reali barbequed my last nerve

And for the first time im reali admitting,
Im crying as I type this post.
Not because I reali wanna show that Im sad.
But sincerity.
Coz I mean watever I say.


Im not noble.
I jus care too much.


I've been at my lowest point in life for days
despite all the ongoing smiles.
I jus feel that despair shdnt be shared.

so,
What happen to the promise for the great 2009?
What happen to the joy of 2009?
Ushering the year with new nice friends, starting everything with a blast.

Doesnt it counts for anything?

oh wait.
It does.

A life lost is a life gained.


But what difference does it make with
a life gained, is a life lost?


if thats the cycle of life,
then I jus wanna isolate myself.
coz I tremble at the thought of losing sumone else.
Someone special.


Someone like you.

You who I've given so much thought of,
but never the slightest courage to face.



so is it true then,
that a beautiful day brings about reluctant change?


is life that shallow?


I've lost too many people.
And I cant stop thinking about wat the future holds
despite the secrets that I know.

I've sacrificed enough.
Now please let me sleep peacefully.


I guess 'thanks' was the only word i needed to hear.

♥/LiterallyTom/8:30 PM