Monday, April 27, 2009
checklist for this week!

These are things that are out of the ordinary/weird/random that i wanna do by the end of this week!


1.)go to a Mcd at about 6+am with someone for breakfast.

Its been a long time since I did this. And I reali wanna feel the early bird moment again.



2.)Smile to atleast 15 different people in one day.

I want to smile again.



3.)Go somewhr where alone, isolate self and withdraw self from society.


I just love thinking.



4.)Go hv lunch with a pretty/cuteeeee girl.


I consider that out of the ordinary coz I can never attract pretty or cute girls.







5.)Get myself new clothes.


Yes, thats actuali a Taboo for Tom.



6.)Finish FOOD!



7.)Sleep early

Which I will never be able to comply.





8.)Plan for an Ex-6E small reunion @ RP



I miss 6E ppl.





i think theere's quite alot of things i waanna do.
but hey, aim high!

♥/LiterallyTom/2:33 AM

You are wealth

Jus came back from Waiting for Nothing's gig.
it was awesome.

ended wwith Tacit Aria
Im like omg such super great band exist?????

anw,
thats not reali why im writing this post.
I actuali realise that I hv a very very very bad habit.
bad habit of wasting food.
its not like I purposely dun want to eat it.

I JUS CANT FREAKIN FINISH MY FOOD.
and typically I'd upsize my meal if Im eating in a fast food outlet.
but freak I can never finish anything.
I couldnt even finish eating mangoes!

damn em mangoes!!!!
who the hell doesnt finish eating mangoes?!?!?!?


thinking about the previous week,
Im not sure how many times I've finished my food.
I think none.
I cant even freakin finish fries!

hmmmmm
tats reali reali bad.
I dun wanna grow up and become an adult
that doesnt finish his food!
DAMN.
STOP WASTING FOOD!


oh man,
waiting for nothing has a new member!
and she's...... freakin hot.
hot hot hot hot hot hot hot.
jimmy cant stop talking about her.


Cant freakin wait for june breakdown.

♥/LiterallyTom/12:08 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
so don't stop now and just let me in.

Doctor, doctor,
a war burns strongly inside me.
can I stop to take the bait now?
if these faces stays silent forever,
Can I stop to take the bait?



went back to Syog office today.
Cant believe how welcomed I was.
With the three dudes still bullying me.

and omg Joe reali wrote down more ways to bully an intern
in my "ultimate book of intern bully" present.
haahhaahhahaa.
I feel very touched!


didnt know work could make people that emotional.
happy happy!

well saying goodbye isnt reali my forte.
I struggle to say goodbye.
I wish there was no such thing as a goodbye forever.
hmmmm......


no wait, i take it back.
that would be damn creepy.




Im jus gonna brace myself
coz sch's about to get crazier.

and YOU shd give me chance.

♥/LiterallyTom/9:30 PM

Monday, April 20, 2009
We are, the moment. The moment, that we are.

We'll cut to the chase,
We'll shout it out to those who control,
We'll endlessly hope, We'll endlessly hope,
We'll honestly be the ones who care,
We'll keep staying on this path,
We'll have fun at that.



Hmmmm!
Ok, this shall be my before-I-go-to-sleep post.
Since I'm gonna be going to sch in about 5-7 hrs.
Which for some unapparent reason, I dunno if I'm supposed to feel insatiable or compensated
that school is starting.

I think its kinda more to the 'glad' side.
Lol.
Im actuali quite 'GLAD' that I'm goin to sch for a change.
I guess Im reali reali reali not ready for work.
Apparently, attachment made me realised how unuseful I can actuali be.
But freak it, I got a freakin 'A' grade for ITP!!!!
Thanks to my SUPER!visor.


Damn you work for spending my holz.
well, its worth the grade.
ANW,
since sch is starting again,
lets review my holz...... If theres anything to review about.

ok well,
Firstly, I KINDA learnt a new language.
hahahahhaha.
I learnt to write hangul.
Hangul would mean Korean language.
which means I KINDA learn to write Korean. hahahhahahaha.
It was actuali freakishly easy.
Jus that I hvnt memorise the characters yet.
But hell, I will.
And I'm gonna learn to speak korean anw i dun care how, I freakin will.

Since we are in the 'Korean Topic', I'm gonna continue at that.
I watched Boys Over Flowers (KOREAN of coz. The actors are wayyyyyy more gorgeous)
till episode.... 16? or was it 17?
Watched lots of Star Golden Bell Challenge. Coz I love SNSD (YOOOOOOOONNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! and Nicole from KARA!
Realised that Yoona and I share the same birthday.
LIKE HOW AWESOME IS THAT MAN.
Listened to Korean songs.
like..... SNSD!! (which Im listening to while typing this. && somehow that kick from into the new world always turns me on. like wtf.) KARA! BIG BANG! FLY TO THE SKY!! UNTOUCHABLE!!

So I kinda noticed that I'm a Crazed Korean Fan.
CKF.

another thing was that I finally got to talk to an old friend (LOL we arent that old. Nor were we separated for years.).
I'm just gonna say, it was Jannah.
No no, not those 2 SP Jannahs.
Canberran Jannah!
she's CKF too.
and one thing leads to another,

we finally got to talk.
About the past. ish.
Was fun actuali.
Until I became a dick. hahahhahahahah.
well it was nice talking to her anw.


Second thing about my Holz-
Finally got to see my favourite girls again.
Kahyennnnn and Joanne!
like freakin shit, I enjoy the company of women/girls.
Spending time again with those girls are fun mannnnn.
Im puzzled at how we treated each other like
invisible glass panels during pri sch and now
we turn out good friends.

I guess maturity runs through our heads.
and it can sometimes be a nice bitch.
though usuali its jus a bitch.
argh.

well Joanne's bday was nice.
Coz I was all stressed up for work.
Time spent with them actuali loosen me up.
Swoosh!~

Thirdddddd thing about holz!

I rebonded my hair again!!

Fourth!

I got to jam with strangers.
Ended up making friends.
lol. It was...... weird.


Fifth!

Spent time with freshies!
Post Camp Activity was fun.
In a few ways.
Got to do backflips, frontflips, corkscrews, and picture perfect slow mo hang time
in the water/sea.
Damn shd hv taken vids or photos of it mannnnn.
witness fights and love.
hah. how paradox-ing.
and I finally know what the hell the Henderson Wave is.
It is one freakin awesomest bridge in the world. Ever.
hahahaha lol.
ok, its not that awesome till it surpasses the london bridge or watever crap.
But atleast its reali one hell of a bridge to be on.

freshies are always fun to be with anw.
Well, if ur new, and ur a freakin group,
of coz u'll be fun!
who wouldnt!


Lastly,
is the wooohoooohooooo,
ATTACHMENT w/ SYOGOC (to be pronounced as SHIOK!.)
anw, SYOGOC stands for freakin Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee.
OK???? ok!

like alot of stuffs happen.
like me kena bullied by Joe, Jack and Sidek.
I got to call some important people from gov agencies.
Which I now feel confident of talking over the phone.
Yessa!~
callin general managers from CDC and directors from other agencies like SLA, SCDF, NOC, LTA and stuff. woosh. quite fun actuali.

went to a meeting with people from AYG (Asian Youth Games!) and actuali met another intern
from there. HIS NAME WAS ORANGE!!!!! Like WTFFFFFFFFF.
its actuali Xiao Cheng. SMALL ORANGE!
HOW FREAKINNNNNN AWESOME WAS THAT MAN.

Stranger: "Hey Tom, what's ur fave colour?"
Awesome: "Orange"
Stranger: "Who's that guy ur with?"
Awesome: "Orange"

WTF hahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahhaa.

cooooooool man.



ok need to go slp now.
I WILL SEE YOU WHEN I EVER SEE YOU.
ABOUT LOVE!

♥/LiterallyTom/1:11 AM

Monday, April 13, 2009
faster move while you scream. and sit down quietly while u brush.

naneun oerowoyo


how can it be the wrong choice when i chose the right choice?
choices do not speak for themselves.
but they do speak clearly.


I guess post camp was quite fun.
quite is quite the word.
i oni had fun aftr coming back frm sentosa.
usuali i'd be super quiet and almost invisible at night.

i guess its because twin was there to help charge my batteries.
(+) + (-) = a whole lot of awesome.


well i shall not go on about post campppp anw.
apparently about 4 bands (or was it 5?) approached me since the ad on soft.com
including an all girls band which I will oh so regret that I am forced to reject.
SHIT!
HOW CAN I REJECT JOINING AN ALL GIRLS BAND!!!
DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN.


i will so regret that.


well anw,
I jus realised that I missed ALOT of freakin events and activities
becoz of ITP.
ARGH shit you career life.
I guess success comes with sacrifices.
freakin dammit.

here are some activities I probabli missed:
-HSBC women's golf (damn)
-Trip to Hongkong (damn x2)
-Freshmen Orientation Preparation (damn x3)
-2 days of Freshmen Orientation Camp (damn x4)
-a few ADD meetings & rehearsals (ok, I wouldnt call this a damn)
-a few outings with the BE ppl (oh wait not a few. ALOT. DAMN x5)
-BE Orientation Programme (ARGHHH DAMN x6)

oh wait. I jus realised all of it are sch events.
Oh damn x7 I need a freakin life.

I cant stop feeling neglected and dejected.
apparently ppl are getting bored more than ever
and their new pastime is to disturb Tom.
"Tom? Tom? Oh that loser? HAH!"

*I know I've promised myself not to spout anymore profanities but seriously, I need this now.


FUCK YOU TO PEOPLE WHO KEPT ON PESTERING ME.
YOU AINT SO BIG. YOU ARE JUST FUCKIN SKINNY.

Lol.
somehow i feel nice now.
Ok, thats gonna be my last vulgarity outburst.


I think ppl who still likes Avenged Sevenfold are sorrowful losers,
Ppl who still listens to Atreyu are 5-mins-ago-losers,
Ppl who still listens to Guns & Roses are jus plain 5-mins-ago,
Ppl who listens to OI! punk are quite weird,
Ppl who listens to black metal just screwed their life,
Ppl who listens to Paris Hilton are plain retarded losers,
Ppl who thinks Jonas Bros is cute is out-of-their-freakin-mind-losers,
Ppl who thinks that Local music is not worth it should just die a painful death.


that was both necessary and unnecessary.
I think Muse is boring and should be classified under the boring section.
along with U2.







music makes my day.
offending you makes it orgasmic.

♥/LiterallyTom/9:56 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009
answer my call. answer my call. answer my calllllll.

Just a resting day today.
and tomorrow's Post camp activity.
funny how im not feeling as excited as i thought i should.

wonder why its hard to connect to ppl these days.
maybe im just tired.

too lazy to type now.

pictures might help.






♥/LiterallyTom/1:03 AM

Sunday, April 5, 2009
My hero drowned our wills.

Naneun seulpeoyo.

Im gonna talk weird today.
You can still read it.
But its gonna look weird.


i feel qtuie sad rtie now.
I cmee bcak form the hptiosal to see g'ma.
Ptrenael one.


She lkooed rleai rlaei scik.
Ddnit konw she was at taht cnodtiion.
she couldnt even speak properly. (I got tired.)

her precautions for the nurses was
-Drug allergy
-Fall precautions

so g'dad wasnt supposed to help her walk or move her lower body in anyway.
he's quite weak.
Oh and fyi, she's wheelchairbound.
she wanted to go to the bathroom today.
but she couldnt.
she wasnt supposed to.


she kept scolding g'dad coz
g'dad said the barrier at the side of the bed was locked
and he didnt hv the key.
calling him stupid and no brain like that.


Truth is, it was a white lie.
the barrier didnt need keys.
G'ma jus couldnt leave her bed.
I felt bad.
no one was there except for me and my brother.
I felt useless.
reali useless.

The oni thing I could do was jus look.
i couldnt do anything even if i wanted to.
Even g'dad had to try hard to convince her
that he didnt have the key for
the barriers.


It was tough love for g'dad.
He kept on laughiing and smiling.
But I know that he was secretly dying inside.
they are a very loving couple.
Until now.
I reali felt broken seeing g'ma like that.


especiali when Im oni suppose to watch the pain she's going through.
so cruel.


I can oni imagine how g'dad feels when she's been going in and out
of that darn hospital.
but still, he kept a strong front.
Although he's tired.
reali reali reali tired.
he's voice is breaking up even.


I wish to love someone that sincerely.
but i dun think thats gonna happen.


I hope g'ma would get well soon.
So i can visit her at home instead.


I dun wanna regret not visiting her until its too late.
Like wat happened with maternal g'ma.
I dun wanna see another love one secretly cry inside.
I may not see it, but mom reali puts on a brave front.
Everyone knows she's a soft woman underneath that strong character.

and I dun wanna see another female depart.



sniffsniff.
everything's going faster and faster.
I wish the world would give me time to rest.
i need my thoughts back.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:00 AM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009
but you'll nvr get me.

annyeonghaseyo!



i know its high time i blogged.
alot of things happen since the last post anw.

finally watched Caracal (at last!)
they played In Regards To Myself by Underoath
I swear, that reali made my night.
it just made me love Caracal moreeeee~
and Jimmy probabli redeemed himself that night.


I guess everyone and everything deserves a second chance.
We jus overlooked it.


there was canberra alumni meeting (at last x2!)
visited the band.
guess they are doing pretty well.



and last weekend was quite fun.
becoz of FOC.
well its not reali wat I hoped to expect.
Campfire wasnt reali as great as the previous year's.
no singing till nearly sunrise.
aaaawwwwww

i miss singing random songs in the darkness.


it seems like my blog is reali getting old and boring.
I think its probabli because of all the sad emo songs Im playing on my media player.
wtf.

so influential.



I cant wait for attachment to end,
but Im not reali for sch yet!
no time for play, no time for fun, no time for possibly romance.
argh i need it man.



possibly the phantom might sound its siren.
Light up the hall!
Light up the hall!



Jimmy's b'day party was quite quite quite quite quite a blast.
Still cant forget lian's chikopek sex song.
the ultimate geylang sex song.
hahahhahahahahahah!


its sounds damn horny lah f.


Jimmy talked about how he can imagine of destroying the world by bombing the volcano
with lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of missiles.
BUT!

not without transporting all humans to the moon.


wth.


it actuali inspired me to write this section.
Ways to destroy planet EARTH:


1.) Use an ultimate parabolic mirror to focus all the sun's ray to the north & south pole. Let the ice melt and voila! We have ourselves an epic tsunami that will wipe out the whole of Europe.

2.) Build a satelite that can pull comets, asteroids and meteors using magnetic energy. This will trigger a change of course for those rocks orbit near Earth. Thus, we can have another heavy bombardment period (if you dun know wat "heavy bombardment period" is, check wiki. =D) Aftr all the rocks have fallen to Earth, the dust and ashes will cloud the Earth's atmosphere, covering sunlight, which will then trigger a second ice age. How awesome is that man.

3.) Explode all the volcanoes in the Ring of Fire. (U dunno wat the Ring of Fire is? too bad)

4.) Chop and burn all the trees on Earth. Hasten the global warming. Then we all can die a slow death.

5.) Blow up the moon. I have no clue what will happen. I think there wont be any gravitational pull from the moon anymore. And then something will probabli happen to the ocean and waves. In any case, we will die.

6.) Provoke, offend and assault Chuck Norris. HOW ABOUT THAT!

7.) Put 1000 cellphones together and get another 1000 ppl to call these 1000 phones. The radiation might kill the land. Do it in every country. At the same time.

8.) Burn all animals. => Starve humanity. => slowly humans become carnivores => Homosapiens will cease to exist.

9.) Develop a virus that evolves humans and animals into flesh eating zombies like Resident Evil and I Am Legend. Hell, make them concrete eating, man devouring super human zombies. Let us eating the buildings before wiping out ourselves!

10.) Burn tornadoes, typhoons and hurricanes by letting it zoom pass oil and setting it on flames. Hopefully they dun die out. let it run through the whole Earth scorching everything that comes in its way. awesome imagine the madness.





ok, off to watch Boys Before Flowers.

♥/LiterallyTom/1:22 AM