Behind the places these eyes go

Saturday, May 30, 2009
Its YOOONAAA'S BDAY!!!!!!!

Hahahahahaa!
Happy Birthday Yoona!!!
Gotta go call my dear Yoooonaaa and wish her happy birthday!
hahahhahhaa.
crazy ass.

thx to my super dearest girls for waiting over at RP jus to wait till 12am!
sry vid call couldnt work.
ARGH.
ok, I love Yoona!

♥/LiterallyTom/12:30 AM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009
no way am I gonna cut my hair lke urs.

crazy ppl.
hah!

♥/LiterallyTom/11:37 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009
now now now

Oh come on Tom.
Don't lose hope.

Don't lose hope now.

time to persevere to get what you want.
You cannot lose hope in a time like this.
be patient, be patient.

JUS DONT LOSE HOPE TOM!

get me through this delicate situation.
oh god I need to persevere.

NOTE TO SELF:

You did fine before.
Now do it again.

because ur dangerous.

♥/LiterallyTom/10:29 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009
In reminding the purpose of existence. Oh world, COME ONE.

Been quite some time since I've updated.
well watever.

I dun think anyone's reading this blog anw.

oh and check my new skin~

hahhhahahaha

Anw, time for a long post.

Norman and I jus started doing collaborative covers not too long ago.
Well you can listen to this.
Its not all that good and I wont say its very good.
I guess its actuali... quite good?
hhahahhahaa.
Its a short cover of The Scene Aesthetic - The Alamo is not the Place for Dancing
(not sure if I hv the title right)

Alamo is no place... Norman & Tom cover!.mp3 -

so.....what do you think? =D
hope to do more covers.
I think Norman has a better voice than mine.
anw, I'm not gonna say which one I was.
*ahemcoughcoughtheharmonizingonecoughcoughahem*

oh girl I wanna knw ur name
I wanna get ur number.
Like seriously,
I'm getting desperate day after day
I want ur number!

damn

I'm surprised that Nawawi has a *ahemGIRLFRIENDahem*

I am even more freakin surprised that he got a Chinese GF.

hahahahaha oh wells.

I'm trying to suppress myself from cursing.

I am envious and happy of him.

Oh freak so bittersweet.

Speaking of being attached,

Im feeling more and more left out whenever I around the BE peeps.

Not to mention super weird.

Like almost more than half of them are a couples.

Seriously, I can't even have a decent conversation without that person

being in a completely awkward position with his/her significant other.

Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating. (or maybe I'm not)

what more,

I cant step in the club without seeing atleast 2 couples.

damn I feel weird eeeeeveryfreakintime.

Ok, this might sound abit too arrogant,

whatever,

I dun think I look that ugly or repulsive rite????

Heck I think im QUITE good-looking what.

DUN ANYBODY LIIKE ME?

hahahahahahahahahahahah.

ok Tom, u need rest.

Speaking of rest,

its was ABE BBQ last Friday @ West Coast Pork (or park which it is most commonly known as).

so we overnight there till next morning.

felt awkward around the malay peeps

so decided to chill with the chinese peeps.

Damn I know I shldnt say that.

But heck, I have to be honest.

Chilled with the couples at first before they ditched me one by one.

with JJ and Yon being one gay couple.

(JJ is a pretty boy and Yon's jus entertaining. No, they arent gay.)

JJ's and Yon's over-obsessive infatuation to Jessica and Yuri respectively confirms their ungayness.

Actuali I'm no better. Im so in love with Yoona.

Yoona shd quit SNSD and live with me.

We can hv little malay-korean babies and they'll look super pretty. or handsome.

and her b'day's comin up.

You knw how I knw that?

COZ WE SHARE THE SAME BDAY!

30 May!

(yes, im actuali trying to announce my bday. =D)

Gemini shd stay together coz we compliment each other.

which goes on to the topic of how crazy and head over heels we are,
over SNSD.

Nonetheless, I still love KARA as much.

NICOLE!!

stupid guy who kissed her unexpectedly on TV.

I'm better looking than him!

hahahhahhahaha

Blogger sucks at uploading pics.

Maybe I shd consider livejournal.

damn but I cant make my own blogskins with livejournal.

damn you technology.

YOU HAVE FAILED ME.

So anw,

was freakin tired from all that playing with the spider web structure thingy
You can see me climbing from this vid!
hah~

I'm awesome.

Actuali I was able to touch the peak.

or u can see the extremely top most ball.

I climbed 4 times and touched it (all 4 times =D) anw.

which names me king of spider webbies.

Stuntman does all the work!

So here's some BBQ photosies!

Headed back home at liike 6+am

and I couldnt actuali sleep when I got home.

Had to freakin learn songs for jamming at 1.30pm later @ Clarke Quay.

Damn you rock music.

anw, Im beginning to feel irritated by the band.

I dun freakin wanna scream and gore man.

SHIT!!!

powerpop!!! I wanna freakin play powerpop.

I think they arent reali that good.

And their influences are reali very shallow.

I think my influences owns all of theirs put together.

hahahahaha damn you Tom

stop being arrogant.

They are gonna kill you when they read that.

Watever,

its jus been 4 weeks or so,

and I alr feel like quitting the band.

damn I regret this.

Why caant I find similar influences bandmates.

asshole.

someone who loves K-pop, Screamo, and Electronica at the same time.

ok thats gonna be difficult.

shit its getting very late.

INEEDTOGETSOMESLEEP.

and I must have ur number!

I hope to see you later!

damn im gonna need help~

♥/LiterallyTom/2:40 AM

Monday, May 11, 2009
feeling you from the slums that goes unchallenged.

seriously guys,
if girls prefer someone other than you,
freakin GIVE UP.

and dun freakin blame it on the guy and find fault in him.
Its not his damn fault!
Ur jus not good looking enough,
or ur jus not good enough.

seriously, guys like you are worthless.
blaming others for ur own bad luck.

"Honey we got another shameful guy on the way!"

♥/LiterallyTom/12:59 AM

Thursday, May 7, 2009
Listen my dear, the sky turned grey again.

Feel me, my anger's gone.
I don't agree.
Its not me.
Its not me.

The world turns but to who are we trying to prove this?

Im still burning empty.

Im not violent
Im not violent.

Please dun let that small scene cloud your progressing judgement of me.

Im not violent.
Not animore.
Not animore.
Please don't come back.
Don't haunt me when I'm unbalanced.

I dont understand why.
I dont understand why I always create my own condition that
ends up swallowing myself up.

Whenever I get closer to someone,
I give up.
Is my philosophy at fault here?
Or the world I'm born into?
My view?

everyone have their chances I thought.
So where's mine?
Has it passed yet?
or am I just blind.....

My mind's going nowhere unless I try.
Going all the way.

Time, they said.
Or if that was even possible my thoughts replied.

I guess its either Im not ready for another relationship,
or I just cant get her off my mind.
gosh stop thinking.
Its been more than a year.

I should be damn ashamed of myself.

♥/LiterallyTom/5:55 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Of despair, birth and rebirth.

"It really doesnt matter because I did my best!"
-I wish it was really how it is.

somehow im trying my best to listen to this damn forsaken IT lecture on Microsoft Access.
But my fingers and mood says "f*** IT!"

I keep feeling jealous.
Like the world's being unfair to specifically me.
But i guess everyone's feeling the same.
So why bother thinking about it.
Just keep feeling jealous then.

I just need to thinking that if I dont do these things I want now,
I'll have a chance later.

"After my body ejected you
they had to clean the room
for me to sleep.
And for you to see, the new world."

Life's short.
So breakdown now and be merry after that.

gahh wtf.
anw, probabli gonna blog again later.

Sun, dun run.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:10 PM

Saturday, May 2, 2009
Victory-ish

JJ has a strong infatuation to SNSD's Jessica.

he's so deeply in love that he is going crazy.
its funny!

Anw,
Im so happy to hv finally finished BOF.
Awesome? awesome awesome??
and im happy that Jun Pyo and Jan Di are together. lol.
finishing that series is like a load off my back.
haha!

and im still waiting for 9 ends 2 outs to be repaired.
Dammit! MY YOONA!

that aside,
Im happy that I got to see Nawawi! & Fikri!
hahahahaha.
Like finally got to see those 2 souls.
especially Fikri, whom now I think is still the same old Fikri I new before.
But somehow I can tolerate what ever he has to say.
Dun get me wrong, I even agreed.
(but I've been agreeing to watever he says since sec sch anw. ok, not reali everything.)
I guess he matured faster than any of us.

Therefore, while we were celebrating youthful immaturity,
he was probabli cursing "Why am I freakin stuck in this small body!?!?!"
and now I understand why people never reali agree with him.
gahhh. WHY CANT WE JUS MATURED FASTER???? WHY??????

*digression.*

I wanna learn to dance again
Or shd i say,
i wanna dance again.
damn you rock music.

So anw,
went out to do stuff ytd with
nice guy junhao
and retarded laugh wanting.
saw nizam in centrepoint.
wat a freakin coincidence.

I would love to feel all warm again.
haaaaaaaa~

see you,

♥/LiterallyTom/6:48 PM