Thursday, May 7, 2009
Listen my dear, the sky turned grey again.
Feel me, my anger's gone.
I don't agree.
Its not me.
Its not me.
The world turns but to who are we trying to prove this?
Im still burning empty.
Im not violent
Im not violent.
Please dun let that small scene cloud your progressing judgement of me.
Im not violent.
Not animore.
Not animore.
Please don't come back.
Don't haunt me when I'm unbalanced.
I dont understand why.
I dont understand why I always create my own condition that
ends up swallowing myself up.
Whenever I get closer to someone,
I give up.
Is my philosophy at fault here?
Or the world I'm born into?
My view?
everyone have their chances I thought.
So where's mine?
Has it passed yet?
or am I just blind.....
My mind's going nowhere unless I try.
Going all the way.
Time, they said.
Or if that was even possible my thoughts replied.
I guess its either Im not ready for another relationship,
or I just cant get her off my mind.
gosh stop thinking.
Its been more than a year.
I should be damn ashamed of myself.
♥/LiterallyTom/5:55 PM