i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

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Dip in Events & Project Management (SP)

iContemporary
iContradict.
iFun
iLOVE.
iWild
iInspired
iWacky
iWrite
iThink(too much)
iLongWalks
iInsecure
iMusic
iArts
iIsolate
iVeryFriendly
iSelfMotivate


who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


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and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Thursday, May 7, 2009
Listen my dear, the sky turned grey again.

Feel me, my anger's gone.
I don't agree.
Its not me.
Its not me.


The world turns but to who are we trying to prove this?


Im still burning empty.



Im not violent
Im not violent.

Please dun let that small scene cloud your progressing judgement of me.


Im not violent.
Not animore.
Not animore.
Please don't come back.
Don't haunt me when I'm unbalanced.




I dont understand why.
I dont understand why I always create my own condition that
ends up swallowing myself up.

Whenever I get closer to someone,
I give up.
Is my philosophy at fault here?
Or the world I'm born into?
My view?

everyone have their chances I thought.
So where's mine?
Has it passed yet?
or am I just blind.....

My mind's going nowhere unless I try.
Going all the way.


Time, they said.
Or if that was even possible my thoughts replied.

I guess its either Im not ready for another relationship,
or I just cant get her off my mind.
gosh stop thinking.
Its been more than a year.

I should be damn ashamed of myself.


♥/LiterallyTom/5:55 PM