Sunday, June 14, 2009
UNFREAKINFAIR
it seems like everyone's going overseas now.
Cousin's migrating to australia temporarily.
Then he's off to NZ.
I think Joanne's going to Paris.
and my bro's going to Holland next month.
Not to mention he went to Vienna last year.
others whom I knw of.....
Japan, Shanghai, HongKong, Thailand, Korea (damndamndamndamndamndamn)
F. FFFFFFFFFF.
Why don't i get these kind of opportunities huh???
TOTALLY UNFAIR.
wtf.
Went to the airport jus now.
Cousin was supposed to be the oni thing in my mind.
but Ur the oni one that i was thinking of throughout.
How can I not when 858 was being a bitch.
all the memories were playing back.
Over & over & over & over
no matter how hard it's been, I guess its useless.
I need to succumb to this inevitable fact.
Funny, ur the first one to make me feel this way.
Funny still, when I'm ur first.
u gave life,
u took life.
I guess its a common cycle.
I need someone to pull me out from my delusions.
♥/LiterallyTom/12:43 AM