i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

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Dip in Events & Project Management (SP)

iContemporary
iContradict.
iFun
iLOVE.
iWild
iInspired
iWacky
iWrite
iThink(too much)
iLongWalks
iInsecure
iMusic
iArts
iIsolate
iVeryFriendly
iSelfMotivate


who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


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and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Saturday, August 22, 2009
Back and forth we always go


Wishing I'd never come across your face
Laying by the memories of things unspoken

How come your dreams are always so bitter?
And who knows
maybe one day
she will know my name





hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~

CCS = Can Continue Sleeping.

Still finding you girls super funny at times.
and weird.
and sometimes......
disgusting.
hahahhahaha.

ok sorry.
but i think y'all expected that.
hahahhaha.


I'd probabli have to wake up at 5+am later on.
oh its 1am now.
Super early breakfast.
coz tmr's the first day of the fasting month.

im not sure if im actuali ready for fasting.
but wth,
im like,
fasting everyday anw.
so no diff.

hah.

maybe pearly can fast to.
lol.
since you dun reali eat much.
or spend half the time in the toilet
lol.


I'm reali waiting for Ok, Roosevelt! to do smth now.
haiz.
its so difficult.

ok so today was spend doing nothing.
and AccountsFinance is on Tues.
shit. Stop procrastinating and do smth.
lol who am I kidding.

Anw, mom advised on something totally random
while we were eating in KFC today.
gahh KFC.


she said:
"Bile din (oh my families members call me din) dah besar nanti
(like im not big enough rite now?),
and din nak cari pasangan,
cari perempuan yang baik tau.
Jangan perempuan yang ade tattoo lah,
minum arak lah, itu lah, ini lah. (which goes on, so on and so forth)"


omg,
I took at least 10mins jus to type all that.
I think thats probabli my first time typing in malay.
and I had a hard time spelling malay words.
which justifies my previous post.
shit.

to translate all that,

she said,
get a nice girl as my life partner (or wife =D) next time.
not a hooligan.

like what?
i reali think thats a topic which is reali the last thing i will think about now.
Unless of coz I get some unfortunate girl pregnant now.
which is unlikely.
I practice sexual abstinence.

hah.
like real.
ok reali i do.

ok i'll edit that.
I practice sexual intercourse abstinence.

ok, I'll end my random digressions.
the point is,
I'll definitely be able to judge
and be ready to choose the best or good (enough)
bride for my 'so-called' wedding.


which im not sure if im looking forward to.

oh and she also said,

"and kalao (is it supposed to be spelt 'kalau'?? im reali unsure)
din dah kahwin nanti, remember din dah tak boleh main-main lagi.
YOU HAVE A FAMILY. kene jage rumahtangga (seriously, the first time I used that word. ever.) baik-baik."

im not gonna translate that anw,
so if you wanna knw,
jus ask me directly yea?
(which of course is hyper redundant, coz no one gives a rat's ass anw)

hmmm
ok i think im jus gonna end it here.
aaahhhh.
ergh I hate endings.
seeya
annyeonggaseyo (or is it annyeonggyeseyo?)
pffft watever.


♥/LiterallyTom/12:54 AM