Monday, September 21, 2009
and no matter what, people believe. coz thats how they made us.

you shd be a medication.
your existence is a cure.





today was hari raya
but watever.
it didnt seem like it.
we came out of the hse at 6.15pm.
wasnt much of a 'celebration' anw.

well thats jus a digression.



im reali doin nothing this holz.
its either TRYING to meet ppl in sch,
sleeping,
or adjusting css codes in Ok, Roosevelt! myspace.


and wow,
jamming this fri, and photoshoot this sat!!!
awesome.
im super looking forward for Ok, Roosevelt's first photoshoot.
I hope nothing screws up.
or im gonna be slapped into depression.
and im reali serious.



i absolutely dun mind burning the entire holz doin nothing.
i dun get to do this often anw.
my entire lifestyle is changed now.
i sleep at 5-6am (or smtimes 7-8am)
and wake up at bout 5-6pm.
im a full-fledged noturnal animal.


i dun mind that.
i live when everyone's sleeping.
its quiet.
the world is so quiet.
it feels therapeutic somehow.
i like the isolation.
it gives me ample space to think.
i like my thoughts to run wild.


it feels like im walking in the rain.
which i actuali did last week,
and lucky me, it was the heaviest downpour this month probabli.
i like that.
and i'll do that again.
sometime soon =D



for one day,
i wish i would not be noticed when i walk outside
for a social animal and an out-going nutcase,
im actuali insecure when i see ppl.

which reali contradicts my nature.

but reali, i think thats reali true.
the expected always befalls to the unexpected.
or dun judge a book by its cover
the obvious is only skin deep.
and the truth is for one to find out.


maybe the next day,
everyone will look at me wherever im walking.
i like both extremes.
one is so quiet, one is attention seeking.

needless to say, im no different from anyone.


anw heard the news about the 'awesome' m'sian minister Ng Yen Yen?
the one that she claimed a few dishes to be Malaysian.
oh way to go.
smart move.
thats reali truly asia.
maybe nxt time she might claim malays to be from malaysia.


oh wait,
that might hv some sense.
HECK.

well the point is,
i think its probabli a better idea to leave such vague ownerships alone.
i wonder if she even did research on the history of the dishes.

well, Ng Yen Yen, u jus made malaysians lose face(maybe some credibility too)
and here I thought only the malays were weird.
oh yucks i shdnt generalise and cloud my judgements.

i guess thats the power of negativity.



it jus reached 3am now.
i wish the night is longer.
i dun care about the day nimore.


i think i found my calling.
probabli the first malay song that actuali love.
or is it indonesian.
watever.


but i reali hate the mv.


and melly looks zombified.



argh gotta go sleep.
its 5am.

♥/LiterallyTom/1:55 AM