Wednesday, November 11, 2009
hello missy~ i see you

theres reali nothing that you can do
when the other is bent on staying on the safe side.

jus like the slot machine,
Insert more credits to try again,
or jus turn your back.

theres always a way to win the jackpot.

You jus need enough funds, a forgiving attitude and a heart to believe.



But Tom, you did your best.
Its reali not your fault.

what you reali need, is time.
and lots of forgiving attitude.


yes, you know forgiving attitude is an understatement.
you keep forgiving yourself to try harder next time.
give yourself a pat.


you know you deserve credits.


but questions you shd nvr fail to ask yourself,
where are you looking?
why all the wrong places?


but beyond that, tighten your defences,


you need to retreat soon.
withdraw before you break.
withdraw before you break.




Been doing alot of thinking lately.
I finally realised that marriage isn't all about tight lifetime routines, bills and planned sex.
Its about spending time and growing together.

and knowing that comfort is a small step away even when life's sending pale lemons.

yea you'd probabli think its still too early to be thinking about all those stuff.
but its not.

coz if think about it,
when you were in primary sch, and ur teachers keep saying "I wish I was 18"
U'd probabli be thinking. "ok, none of my business. 18 years old is about a million years later"

but wow years pass so fast, ur actuali 18 now.


and time is gonna keep on freakin zooming past in a speed of light
and soon, ur gonna be trying to fend off spiders from eating the dead skin off ur toes.



so yea,
if u still think its too early then its too bad,
coz ur so short-sighted.




Meiying: but they(headlights) are not light wat!
*makes an epic hand gesture*


hahahahah
like wtf the most epic sentence she could say that the instance.



slowly but surely,
irritation kicks in.

♥/LiterallyTom/7:31 PM