Sunday, January 24, 2010
Vlog #1

I FINALLY got around to upload this to youtube.
after like a week.

damn luh the vid is like 1.34GB.
took about 15mins jus to upload it on youtube.


ok, let the vid do the talking.

♥/LiterallyTom/12:13 AM

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

lying in this unforgiving substance,

making sense of moments.




moments too familiar to forget
moments too painful to recognise





why am I so affected by your past?
confusing.
yet sound.



it completes the picture though.
My picture.
how it was based to be painted from your features.
an eternity circling around your ambiance.




how beauty spread across the pink blemishes
makes me wonder if you're human.
or just another perfect copy of perfection.




white lie?
perhaps not.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:57 AM

Saturday, January 2, 2010
because we all have a hero in us, but this is where we get off.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

Hi 2010!


ok lets forget that its alr 2010 for now.


*scary freaky corny lovey-dovey post warning*

If you get nausea and vomits easily,
pls stop reading.


spent the last day of 2009 with POLLY!
I couldnt hv asked for a better way than to spend it with you!

running all around my hse trying to find a good place to *ahemahem* in the day.
meeting frens late coz we couldn't stop *ahemahem*
oh damn sick.
I love how we became almost crazy before 2010.
I love how we kissed under the fireworks at the start of 2010.

And i love it that i lost it with you <3

You just made my last days of 2009 better than the whole year.


ok, 2009.
its been a wow year.

people gained
people lost
people gained and lost
people lost and gained


but hey, life is all about people.
doesnt matter if they are far away or close to your heart.
as long as there are people you knw that u could smile to,
you know the year is full of hope.

18 years in this world have taught me to honour my ideals.
even if it means going to an undesirable extent.

no matter how bad you want life to rewind. ( or fastforward)
it wont.
the only way is to keep holding on to hope and faith.
believing that a better day is just a tongue away.
no matter how slow its progress or watever its application is.

I never stopped believing.

and I know I'll fall down again.
but it doesn't matter.
coz another game plan awaits.


looking back,
i wouldn't want to change my 2009.
i guess most people would think the same.
a life full of ups and downs is a life worth spending.


like finally feel like I actuali meant smth to the class.
feeling that my presence is somehow quietly and subtlely appreciated by my classmates.
saw pieces of myself that i didn't actuali like.
knowing my roots.
got over a past love.
and its not just that.
I found a better person to walk with me under the nightlights.




so walk with me under the nightlights.



Maybe 2010 would be different.
maybe 2010 will write me a chapter.
a milestone.
maybe this is where my life gets a new coat of paint.







I wish your train passes the checkpoint soon.


Happy 2010 everyone.

♥/LiterallyTom/1:05 PM