Wednesday, March 31, 2010
nocturnal, nocturnal.

after an hour of mindless tossing around in bed,
i finally decided to switch on the light and jus blog.


and i need to reali blog about smth before all the ideas disintegrate and I'll start writing my usual self-doubting poetic-esque mind vomit.


the weeks have been quite tough lately.
and they cycle from physically to emotionally to psychologically draining.
and back again, and again, and again.


and weird thing is I don't know what I'm doing.
its like I'm sleepwalking through the days.
I get drained from going through the same phases of each day,
without even knowing what the day had brought me.
i guess this is where I need to make sense of every moment.



i need to spill my thoughts to stay sane.
and it seems like my blog is staying reliable out of the necessary conditions.


im scared.









stay sane.
stay sane.

♥/LiterallyTom/3:09 AM