i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

18
Dip in Events & Project Management (SP)

iContemporary
iContradict.
iFun
iLOVE.
iWild
iInspired
iWacky
iWrite
iThink(too much)
iLongWalks
iInsecure
iMusic
iArts
iIsolate
iVeryFriendly
iSelfMotivate


who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com



and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Thursday, April 22, 2010
We finally remembered. red, the red.

The first week of sch is just like how I had imagine.
wasn't pretty.
but well, perserverence is the only virtue for now.
though the lectures and tutorials have been kind.
FOR NOW.

Final year project is in progress
and damn, yearbook is still in progress.
shit.
the fyp people are bonding quite smoothly now.
I kinda enjoy being in everyone's company actually.
like the 14(i think) of us!

I do wonder though,
how long would this apparent friendship
would last before everyone hates each other.

but i guess we aren't gonna be to hard on each other.
2 years in 04 taught me however hard it is,
we always compromise and no one gets hurt.
I'm guessing its gonna be the same for us.

Awesome Night Safari event!
yay!
Thinking about it,
I'm probably one of the luckiest person in school.
Youth Olympics for ITP.
Such an awesome event for FYP.

And today's tutorial, for the love of god,
was probably the easiest shit ever.
I mean, who calls copying notes a tutorial????
well, in event, we call beautifying our facebook profile a tutorial.
uploading a photo on facebook to win a contest a tutorial.
No one has it like we do <3
ok whatever, since when was I even proud of my own course anyway.
who am i kidding.

I hate the very fact that I need to do research of the upcoming events online
because I'm just too lazy.
And that is probably an easy one.
Gosh I should be more thankful though.

Presentation to CASS director this friday.
FML. FML.


Jamming for 2 days straight.
firstly with Xiao Ming, Yon and JJ @ Moberly
hahahahahah funny jamming time.
The jamming space is like woah huge.
But it has a noise limiter.
WHAT THE SHIT LAH.
thats such a ruiner.
Apparently, the mat band that played before killed the bass amp.



Had PTP jamming just now @ some place in Sultan Plaza
called Alliance something.
The acoustics suck though they have high end equipments.
Apparently my autotune isn't working as I thought it would.
damn. shit.
I'm gonna figure that out.


Oh, PTP performing tmr night.
I wonder what I shd wear.
argh, why must I have school tmr.
damn you sam for not having sch tmr.
If anyone wants to see us perform,
its @ blackhole.
I think we are playing at like.... 9pm-ish
It's $6 bucks or $8 or smth.
hahahhaahah

Anyway, I keep spacing out nowadays.

I think I'm gonna have to treat myself to whatever I think is good soon.
This difficulty in sleeping isn't healthy at all.
Oh wait, I came home at 9pm yesterday and slept instantly
without even changing my clothes
because I didnt sleep for 2 days.
And I must say, sleeping in jeans made me comfortable.
I didn't feel cold with the fan set at level 1.

yes, I need to switch off the fan in the middle of the night
because I get super cold even though its only in
the first and the slowest speed.

Well, I don't think I'll be sleeping today either.
Strangely, I never feel tired when I'm in sch this week.
But each time I step home, I feel like I just came back from gym or smth.
and the thing is, I can't sleep.
I'll zombie around the house and I'll spread my virus
and zombify my family with my emotionless look.


hahahahah my mom's worried at my dieting
and my health.
and my dad's hopping into the worried boat too.
which is really weird because he's not usually the worried type.
Of course, he is concern, just that he lets mom handle things around the house.

but it's just that my appetite decreased.
so I can't help it if I don't eat when I'm home.
Oh wait, i don't even eat much in school too.
and this lack of sleep made my eyes droopy.
and like I said, I it only occurs when I reach home.
Which really, is the funny thing.
hahahaha. hmmmm.... something's up with me ahhhh.

noooooooo.....
I refuse to be as skinny as Joanne
who prefers to be fat.

Humans will never be contented.
Hence Joanne, naturally, you'd want to be fat.
And if you were to be fat, you'd want to be skinny!
yay, I think I made sense there.


Is it just me, or is another month coming to an end??

like woah, its coming to may in about a week.
2010 is really flying past man.
We're reaching half of the year soon!
Earth you can do it!
Don't die on us humans yet!
Please hold on for like..... 60 more years?
well I don't think I'm gonna live that long.
so maybe like 30 - 40 more years would be good.
or even 10 -20 years.
I'll die young, whatever.

and with the uncaring way of 'looking after myself',
hahahahaha, I think when I'm 40, alot of people will die
because god must compensate others' lives so i can
stay on living.
hahahahaahaah,
I'd probably die by 40 I suppose.


It's not a deathwish, it's a thought!

of course, I'd be honoured to live past 40.
or maybe not.
By then, the Earth is probably a warzone with all the natural disasters
keep terrorizing.

Anyway, I always thought I should live through teens and die when im like....
25 - 26?
yeah, I used to wish that I had some kind of terminal disease and die peacefully
at a young age.
I think alot of people had that kind of wish before though.
damn so unoriginal.



Well, since May's coming, it means, my birthday!
hahahha ok I'm not actually trying to remind people.
I just wanted to mention that I know quite a few people
that is or was close to me with their bithday's in May!
like SAM! 29 may!
My elder BROTHER! 9 may!
Melissa, i forgot. was it 28? wait, was her birthday even on may?
and the best one, SUHAILAH 30 May. COINCIDENCE.
We cried together lol. maybe not same hospital but hey whatever.
and you're now in Australia for the past 6 years.
we were funny uh.
MIR! 24May!
oh and SNSD's Yoona. 30 May.
hahahhahaa cool. but kpop doesnt interest me anymore.
so goodbye to copying-western-songs-due-to-lack-of-creativity, songs.

well friendship die often.
and new friend come butting into your life.
bittersweet, bittersweet.




omg, I didn't realise this post has grown to be super wordy.
yay.
*sniff sniff*
How much you've grown!
I seems like just a minute ago I started typing on you!
hahahaha.
what am I thinking wtf.


I really post some pictures but I wanna save them for my vlogs.
yes, its been a long long time.
I'm busy ok.
I wanna show transformer penis.
but I must save it for that epic vlog moment.

Ok, must go now.
time to take out my bass and go jiggy with it.
hahahahahah so wrong
well, my days are numbered.
I better go now.


Have a good night people of the Earth. <3
We should all have lunch sometime.
love.


♥/LiterallyTom/12:35 AM