Monday, May 31, 2010
you know I said forever right? as in, forever?
You don't know how much lies I had to give away,
to make it through today.
you have no idea.
you have no fucking idea.
you don't know how much the lies were killing me
but my pride just couldn't take such shame.
I thought you had a plan.
I know I was lying to myself.
I kept believing you had a plan anyway.
You don't know how I just sat there,
wishing I was home.
or hoping you had a plan
you don't know how much I was
begging for you to have a plan.
but you have no idea.
you have no fucking idea.
that you very much still exist.
♥/LiterallyTom/3:24 AM