Sunday, June 27, 2010
With our hearts holding on to the brushes, we quietly painted the skyline

Ok, home at 4.15am.
out with...... 3 different groups of people in a short span.

poly mates,
primary sch mates,
and random Jimmy.

hahaha.



as usual,
bro percussion ensemble never disappoints.
it's never boring. ever.


oh! and alot of people said my hair looks better.
though Joanne said "no difference"
TSK OIE!

ok luh,
not much different.
BLEAH.



Jimmy, you shd join whenever I'm out with Tan & Ow.
keeps me entertained,
and the girls' lives unbearable.
hahahahah




ok, so now,
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS COMING UP.

♥/LiterallyTom/4:30 AM

Thursday, June 24, 2010
Go on dear, I'll try not to.

I need to post something legit soon.












soon.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:56 AM

Wednesday, June 23, 2010
and thats where you come in

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.




♥/LiterallyTom/3:32 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2010
because we all need it sometimes

I watched the dark blue of the night lighten
as it was greeted by the horizon


I watched the red clouds turn white
while some turn crimson, violet.


I watched clouds fought its way
with lightning.


I watched nature drove its course anyway.


I watched how their silhouette gathered, dispersed, gathered, dispersed.


I watched how they used the time,
keeping their smiles to get through the dawn.


I watched while they soundly slept behind
the hectic routines, oblivious to the transitions.


and then it was time to go.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:58 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2010

The scarce minority that we try to value will
not actually make perfect evaluation of
our ghostly instincts.


and as cruel as it seems, the apparent stays apparent.
even if it means losing that....
that thing you lose.



so walk slowly,






and let's hug!

♥/LiterallyTom/11:50 PM

Thursday, June 17, 2010
an everlasting, a neverlasting

sucks im finally online with a decent
formatted com.


i lost count on how many reformats of this shit.


Really thing all electronic devices hate me.
GAH.



Im damn bored.
Jimmy said the original is good.

RECORDING TIME.




oh dear,
I need to do FYP.
shit.
gotta get photoshop now.
BLEAH.




anyway,
I drew on my wall.
black and white graffiti art.
its less than partially done though.

exhausted my black marker.

PLEASE DONATE YOUR BLACK MARKER TO ME!
so i can finish drawing and colouring my wall.
=D

shall post a vid/pic of it here or on FB soon!


It still looks nice even though it looks
like I barely even started!
hurray!

♥/LiterallyTom/2:34 AM

Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Moments. Life's waiting.

Friends change, the faces will rearrange.


When will tomorrow be yesterday?
I know what I want to come next.
I don't know what I'm becoming.



A town grows and watch as they build it,
This happens brick by brick.
You can't tell how long it'll stand,
And if it falls will they rebuild it again?



The things that we know we've got to let them go.
Cause they'll grow sometimes too fast for us to realize.



Accept it. Accept this.



The world spins the same as a rose blooms,
It happens but it's invisible to you.



Nothing here can last forever,
Unless you always remember.



The leaves fall, the trees become bare again.
The fall ends and we start a new year,
And then no one knows what changes will come.
It's too slow, it's too subtle to notice one.
Accept it. Accept this.



We miss these changes day by day,
They turn to dust and then blow away.

These aren't changes in our eyes,
It's only life that's passing by.


Things will come and things will go,
When it ends we'll never know.
We'll live our lives and carry on,
Until it's over until it's gone.






I've always had a problem with letting go.
and I know others who do too.
I hate commitments.
but I always find myself jumping into one.
why?
why do we humans pleasure ourselves with such things?

Why do we insist on risking our comfort zone
by sharing it?

and then, when we grown to have found comfort
in that so called "enhanced" state,

sometimes we deliberately sabotage
our own happiness.

or eventually,
a part of that comfort zone is forced to be taken from you.
and the reality comes down crashing
not because you lost someone,
but because you lost a part of yourself.


so why share your private space knowing
its only temporary?

why do people still partner themselves
even when they know it'll end eventually?

When will we settle down and be satisfied with
whatever we have in our hands?

Is life so infinite that we always make plans for tomorrow?



honestly,
I can't.
I can't keep losing things I share a part of myself with.
And sometimes, it's not just people.

But we can't help it can we?

It's just reality.
to get through it,
sometimes we need help to share life's load.

because in the end,
we are all just human.


No matter how we don't want things to change,
its ever-changing.
And that intangible phases of change
come across unknowingly.




so let go,
let go.
let go.






carry on living.
make plans for tomorrow.






i love you

♥/LiterallyTom/2:35 AM

Monday, June 14, 2010
I thought you'd atleast knew that.

small changes scares me.
and hence, I appear to reject them immediately.
but I do dwell on it.
then I'll give in
I just need some time to fit into it.
and I do come around to like it eventually.






Just give me a chance.

♥/LiterallyTom/9:32 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2010
In every man of substance

hahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha
Louis, I felt super awkward in your party.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:30 AM

Saturday, June 12, 2010
Coming home, coming home.

You said I didn't care.
So I did.

and everything went in your direction.

But you found it overwhelming.




So what was I to do?





I didn't lose hope though.
I didn't want to.
You were my hope.



but time couldn't stand still
and we live in our cruel extremes
while our tunes just couldn't live in harmony.

You shattered your heart to let me live.
you let me live in the oblivion you set me up with.

But I didn't want you to lose.
My promise had already been made
All I could do was to hurt you to hurt me.

I'm truly sorry
but that was how I thought I could redeem you.
I'm just that damn different.

I didn't want to win
I didn't want to win


I don't want your sacrifice.
I'm not worth that much tears.

no,
I'm not worth your tears.
Not a single one.



and yet,
I still try to converse.

♥/LiterallyTom/3:35 AM

In feigning final attempts.

yeah,
tests are officially over.
(re-tests aren't!)

yea, I know, I should be more optimistic.
BLEAH.



very much feel very good now.
but its gonna be shortlived so yeah.


I'm gonna stay indoors and do nothing.
I'll rest my mind or smth.



do things that satisfy myself.




satisfy my little old heart.
jyeah. =D








now,
i gotta cook smth for myself to eat.
instant noodles.




i'll see everyone soon =D

♥/LiterallyTom/2:20 AM

Saturday, June 5, 2010
Vlog #4

Atlast lol.=D

♥/LiterallyTom/6:53 PM

this grappling hook is my only entrance.

wink day ;D


that progressive melody really gets me going =D





hahahahaha!
that sunny sight.




We forgot the people that brought us here!
no, no!

I'm going home<3

♥/LiterallyTom/4:14 AM