i know you won't admit this
i'm just a silhouette to you.

I.Am.TOM.

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Dip in Events & Project Management (SP)

iContemporary
iContradict.
iFun
iLOVE.
iWild
iInspired
iWacky
iWrite
iThink(too much)
iLongWalks
iInsecure
iMusic
iArts
iIsolate
iVeryFriendly
iSelfMotivate


who really needs the past?
with the allure of something new.


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and you'll never have to see
the light that wraps itself around me

The LoveHate Lines we Drew
*Joanne
*Kahyen

The Bittersweet Class 04
*Angela
*Daren
*Is
*Jasmine
*Louis
*Meiying
*Pearly
*Puihoon
*Sylvia
*Theresa

The Bends that Shaped me
*CSS band
*Cruyff
*Fikri
*Icha
*Jannah
*Jean
*John
*Nashrul
*Nick
*Nisaa
*Normann
*Sammmuel
*Samantha
*Seif
*Wanyin

so i try to post from my existence
i'll stop or start my heart if you ask me to.

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010


and I kept on believing
there is one thing left to hold on to

trippin'-
stumblin'-
flippin'-
fumblin'
sinkin'






AFTER YOU


Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Moments. Life's waiting.

Friends change, the faces will rearrange.


When will tomorrow be yesterday?
I know what I want to come next.
I don't know what I'm becoming.



A town grows and watch as they build it,
This happens brick by brick.
You can't tell how long it'll stand,
And if it falls will they rebuild it again?



The things that we know we've got to let them go.
Cause they'll grow sometimes too fast for us to realize.




Accept it. Accept this.



The world spins the same as a rose blooms,
It happens but it's invisible to you.



Nothing here can last forever,
Unless you always remember.



The leaves fall, the trees become bare again.
The fall ends and we start a new year,
And then no one knows what changes will come.
It's too slow, it's too subtle to notice one.
Accept it. Accept this.



We miss these changes day by day,
They turn to dust and then blow away.

These aren't changes in our eyes,
It's only life that's passing by.


Things will come and things will go,
When it ends we'll never know.
We'll live our lives and carry on,
Until it's over until it's gone.






I've always had a problem with letting go.
and I know others who do too.
I hate commitments.
but I always find myself jumping into one.
why?
why do we humans pleasure ourselves with such things?

Why do we insist on risking our comfort zone
by sharing it?

and then, when we grown to have found comfort
in that so called "enhanced" state,

sometimes we deliberately sabotage
our own happiness.

or eventually,
a part of that comfort zone is forced to be taken from you.
and the reality comes down crashing
not because you lost someone,
but because you lost a part of yourself.


so why share your private space knowing
its only temporary?

why do people still partner themselves
even when they know it'll end eventually?

When will we settle down and be satisfied with
whatever we have in our hands?

Is life so infinite that we always make plans for tomorrow?



honestly,
I can't.
I can't keep losing things I share a part of myself with.
And sometimes, it's not just people.

But we can't help it can we?

It's just reality.
to get through it,
sometimes we need help to share life's load.

because in the end,
we are all just human.


No matter how we don't want things to change,
its ever-changing.
And that intangible phases of change
come across unknowingly.




so let go,
let go.
let go.






carry on living.
make plans for tomorrow.






i love you


♥/LiterallyTom/2:35 AM