Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Think. The villain in me.

Had a bad experience last Saturday.
They just canceled PTP's set because
There wasn't anymore time.

Bleah.

Wasted my time.

But well,
Won't go crazy from that.
Had enough of getting crazy.
Shall be the bigger, better man.
Since I'm the immortal man.

Met maybellyn that day.
After like.... 2 years
Or and arshanti too!
Anw,
We talked about jimmy's relationship
thingy.
Well may said some things that really made me thought about what I've been doing.
It's all really personal, really.

Leading people on.
Trusting one another.
Receiving love.
Being oblivious.

I'll never feel comfortable anymore.

But optimistic I shall stay.
Maybe I've been trying too hard.
Then maybe I should wait for it to come to me.
Because chasing isn't really the best way to approach this.

I should change.
I should find closure to this.

Because I don't want to be the villain.
And they are all very nice personalities.

And because I'm tired.

I'm tired of being the sad disgrace.
I'm tired of being in the shadow of the limelight.
I'm tired of being in the chase.
I'm tired of being the failure.

I'm tired of being the wolf in sheep's clothing.

I shall sit on the branch.
Where the tree grows from the top of the hill.
Where my vision towers the rest.
And I'll rest.
Finally rest.
Finally find my closure.

Till then,
Be myself.
Because sunshine thrives.

♥/LiterallyTom/2:46 AM